Zai Mr Coolstuff Mu

yo!

2010-07-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

Kay, sup dawg. . Let me see, long time didnt post my blog, i did this on purpose. . you understand what im saying? k2. . now, let's start a fresh n new. .

today i didnt go to school coz NLE lesson, need to partner with dian. . Trust me, she's annoying. . Bey 1 more thing, there's this 1 gerl, i don't understand why i can read her heart. . Trust me, yesterday got to meet her, when im goin home time, i suddenly felt damn guilty, why i just met her and sent her to a bus stop juz like that? i tot we suppose to play basketball. . In the evening, her frens called me and told me that she's emo. . Lucky that i can coax her for my wrong doing. . Starting from yesterday, she always call me every sgl time when she want to talk to me. . Trust me, i feel weird. . Maybe she purposely want to waste my p8. . Ysterday, i played street soccer. . Man! Trust me! im sux wie it. . Coz my mind was thinking of SOMETHING/SOMEONE. . Before and after street soccer, i kept looking at the half moon on the sky and told myself that thatz half of my heart. . but where's the other ones?

2010-06-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

Dream oh Dream. . why must be this dream? haha. . nehmind. . whtever it is. . syiok uh. . i cant believe tht it seem real. .

GOMEZ FOR LIFE

2010-06-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

Up here my muka tk perlu, so i make up sikit. . erm, we r 1 of the 1st student to step in ite cck. . ny pt laz level. . can see a nice scenery of buildings. .

Zai Gomez for life, i realize tht tht name is suitable 4 me, since young, my auntie n uncle kept calling me gomez for no reason. . but i dun get it, it sound funny wen i was little. . but now, i gonna lock thiz name in my soul. . itz reminds me of my past. .

nary zaidi ajk g west mall, dier uro ajk irah bey irah tk angkat telfon bimbit. . so be it uh. . :P haha. . we went to yellow n he bought 4 me a chain tht have my name *zai gomez* n half a hand cuff then, he bought 4 himself a necklace, after that, he bought 4 me n him a earpiece. . so, we ate at mac 4 awhile then we off home, a few mins ltr, eddie ajk maen bola. . g amk via motor. . while tnggu eddie, zaidi beli 2 majalah wwe and a big bottle. . eddie da cmpai so we off to street soccer court. . we played 2 match troz kiter alk. . now im bloggin while zaidi g gym. . haha. . ny case gomez mlz nk g gym. . zaidi accident,injured his arm ngan kaki stil go gym. . he so sad 2dae. . pity u bro. .

erm, everytime when i looked at girls stuff, i feel like buying. . but for who? i don't know why i got thiz weird feeling. . haha. . dont get me wrong, not bcoz i wan to b gay ehk. . itz juz tht i feel like buying for my girlfriends (if i got 1). . tpy, dgr2. . zai gomez da jual mhl pe? asl intro je, mst ltk single but UNAVAILABLE. . hahaha. . sape nk gomez lau cam ginie?

Practice

2010-06-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

Attend dance practice today! wow! so damn tiring!
cant wait for the selection day. .
haha. .
got competition coming up. . haex. .
i hate the word tht my senior told me. .
'zai, u will GUARANTEE get selected!'
haex. .
mlz sey nk g training slalu. .

Bacq

2010-06-13T02:18:00.000-07:00

Im bacq! sry qaded 4 nt keepin my bloq alive. .
for world cup. . i support portugal! hw bout u?
erm. . juz nw morning, i dreamt bout _______ (hugging). .
n in the afternoon, someone called my name, when i turnt around. .
itz her. . haha, try to run away from her but didnt achieve it. . too crowded. .

3 kali kite trserempak. . 1st, luar toilet bkt btk mrt station. .
2nd, bkt btok mrt which iz the same door. . im goin out, she get in the train. .
3rd, geylang, outside the toilet. . hahaha. . mcm ne ley sama2 klua toilet?
erm. . argh! im suppose to hate her! not miss her! y cant i understd my heart?

flash mob pictures

2010-05-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

me the cameraman!

Hot Chickz! haha. . kite couple taw. . we dance together. . chey cam paham!

weird! NYP mixed wie ITE (AMK N BISHAN)

3 types of attitude, fighter, nerd and friendly!

wish to go in the universal studio!

trio legacy!

we r craving for hershey! $60 per bar. . can u imagine!? haex. .

behind the universal studio bars!

org blakang seram beb! tnggi plq tu. . mcm hantu gala. .

thiz is me! i look diffrnt coz im acting cute while shaking!

superstar takin picture of himself. .

We r rehearsing before the actual dance started

look at us. . team work is a main point!

look! we r having fun! wasnt tht fun!? aww~

look weird a lil bit. .

we r smiling!

cool pose by us!

laughing coz we look funny n dumb!

actually, ther r some ppl r not in thiz pictures. .

wow! thtz alot!

can u count how many people are there!

amcm? riot uh!

kite sume muka dah maboq! (padahal ngntok)

we all fight for our right!

Bdq NYP! tpy some ofe ITE studnt, menyeboq je. . haha. . especially me!

Hot Chick! man! im the cameraman! haex. . wish i can join! haha

look at the bright star!

look at me! step org kaya!

Soul'd Out Groups aint looking down!

zaimi n bun! haha. . blakang menyeboq je!

this aint a prom night k guyz!

Soul d'out brotherz

smart kn kite?

Rahman n Ruzaimi!

ready to perform for the guest of honour!

going back home. . haex. . wht a night. .

q-ing up to mark attendance 4 our flash mob dance. .

muka tiga2 berpelur nak mampos!

look at the front, fyi, tht leg iz me! haha. . do u knw y i go to the front? actually i was standing ryt at the back. . itz bcoz therz a gerl touch my butt n thtz the reason i ran to the front! haha. . uncomfortable beb. .

aiyoh! behind got ghost! posted at sfogs oready. .

Zac Morrison And Zai Miz

Candid gyler nak mampos!

ny pon sama!

acting cute n acting cool!

hunk and babe nights!

soul'd out junior!

proud to be one. .

can u spot me? im at the front, at ur right hand side. . 2nd column. .

FLASH MOB!

2010-05-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

be afraid!

jyeah!

rahman n me!

actin cute, ikot jejaq pmpn!

satu2 sume mata setan!

side view of the richest man in the world

Ignore tht BOTAK part. . haha

can u see a shining glister? cool ryt? 1st time i used it!

IM MULTI BILLIONAIRE!

camwhore alone while im wearing my favourite outfits!

cool kn. . org kaya baru per!

Nary flash mob was goin great! i feel like goosebumps surrounding my body and roller coaster railing in my heart! cool! dapat uat kwn dgn rmai org. . especially hot chicks! hehe. . bey ade satu ketot ny, haex. . cute, tpy klhkn radio beb! irritating nak MAMPOZ! k whtever. . during my performance at the ballroom. . we need to act like a guest. . aduh! dpt minum air org kaya. . bey when the music strts, we all strt to dance! but, too bad, the last part, i missed 1 of the steps and hancor sume. . pcl diri depan GUEST OF HONOUR dohk! lpz performance. .

bdq NYP lpq sama kite uh. . yea! i got to make alot of new frens. . kecoh jgq uh, kite g casino, universal studio n wht so ever. . ther r alot of pic, i will upload it another day. . my fren blom snt me our pic uh! n zap! we r bacq home!

Morning till night

2010-05-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

I miss my hp tht im holding on it, n my old number 92455778. . therz memories in it. .

Today i wear 3 types of outfits. .
-Mat Rep
-Hip Hop
-Smart

what a tiring day! Morning, met syasya and rin keciq, i declare her as cik keciq as she like to nag alot at me, dah pendeq uat hal pendeq LAH! ade 1 part pt bus int, i snatch her ez link kad, she purposely hug me siat! in the public u knw! malu sey muka. . . eew~ so tk jdy uh, ksy ez link kad alq pt dier. . i dont like ppl huggin me for no reason. . bey jmp fiq ngn shariz, shoot a vdo. . i wear like mat rep. . trpakse plakon sbgai gangster. .

so, alq jap tukar bju hip hop as i wnt to rehearsal my flash mob at lavendar. . g antar cik keciq n syasya alq troz jmp eddie. . kite g lavendar. . da tu, kite alq jap jmp si rahman. . g west mall jmp kak irah jap troz lpq bawa blk buat lagu. .

after tht, i changed my clothes to smart ones. . g lavender utk check ade hip hop ke tk. . skaly tk de daa. . drg da alq. . so kite g tgk bola Phnom Penh 1 Vs Etoile Fc 2. . haha. . kecoh sak kite. . we shout as therz no one in tht field. . fun. . bey skg alq. . pnat gyler. . cramp satu bdn nk MAMPOS!

I'm Just A Baby

2010-05-26T23:15:00.000-07:00

Im Addicted with my theme song 'I'm just a baby' parody version i guess. . erm. . davedays feat tay zonday. . And in between tht vdo, i think in a middle of tht vdo. . GOT MY WIFE! haha. . neh. . but i mean it! hawt giler nk mampos! cair beb. .

Lyrcs:
I know you love me they all do
Hop on the list babe I might pick you
I fell in love girl many times
My heart first broke when I was nine
She cheated on me it really hurt
On the playground with some jerk
I know what love is I've got full experience
But deep down inside

I'm just a baby baby baby Ohhh
A baby baby baby no don't touch me!
Baby baby baby ohhsdfjkldsj
Puberty suck sometimes!

I'm making money everywhere
I've got a room full of underwear
But I don't want you money
And I don't want your clothes
I want a girl who knows
How to maintain a stable relationship
With good communication
Can you take care of kids?
Cause' I've got names picked out
And a drivers license in about (5 months)
I know it all sounds scary
Now baby let's get married
I keep forgetting that I'm

I'm just a baby baby baby Ohhh
A baby baby baby no don't touch me!
Baby baby baby ohhsdfjkldsj
I move away from the microphone to breathe

When I was like 12 I fell in love hard
That's when I knew I couldn't be without girl
Weddings in March
So grab my pack of crayons let's hit the 7th grade
My voice is changing up but I'm still getting
Laid...
...ies home phone numbers so I can call their moms
to talk to my moms to see if we can hang out after
school for a few hours when your moms home from work

WOAH WHAT! Dave don't be such a...

Baby baby baby Ohhh
A baby baby baby no don't touch me!
Baby baby baby ohhsdfjkldsj
Puberty suck sometimes!
________________________________

gua sound lu

2010-05-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

'Once i don't like your attitude, i will show you what the meaning of it!'

haha. . my own quotes. . member tadi susa, gua tak tlg beb! haha. . coz he used to backstabbed me. . so, i will guarantee take some revenge on YOU! my words all dedicate to ______. u want ur name to stand in that line? if no! DON'T SHOW ME ATTITUDE! kan dah geram! isq! sabar2. . erm. . juz text me whenever u're free. . but i won't reply back! hahahahahaha. . neh, juz kiddin. . i will juz iply to the 'perlu2' ones, yg tk perlu, gua ignore! kan gua da sound lu! haha. .

job

2010-05-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

Juz return from work. . At aljunied, LFI company. . Im tired. . 1st salary is abt $400. . 2nd months goin to b $2.2k. . yes! law tarik rmai org, my salary will be higher and rank will b better. . currntly keje sbgai customer management. . jyeah. . im the 2nd youngest in that industry. . actually, u nit to b 18 yrs old+ to work at this place. . im so lucky man! woo! kaya! haex. . alq kola troz g keje. . bey friday, alq kola, smbyng jmaat, hip hop troz g keje. . i've work as waiter, delivery diary, dancer, packaging and customer management. .

unexpected caller

2010-05-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

wow! juz finiz shootin. . erm. . cool! my dad bought an expensive chocolate. . yummy. . k2. . let me share abt ystrday story. .

we went to ida's hse for our rekodin. . her bro the one who helped us. . thx ida's brother. . this is my 1st tym make a rekodin. . cnt believe tht we make it. . they said my voice lyk aliff aziz. . haha. . coz i eat too much chilli ystrday mah. . so nt enuff breath. . erm. . aftr rekodin. . we went home. . boiboi. . saw ck pon which we didnt see, n said to shariz 'bro2. . someone calling u' so shariz iply 'where?'. . fadillah said 'nehmind2. . juz ignored it, my lil bro got 3rd eye lah' haha. . only me n fadd knws. . all the way we didnt talk abt tht incident. . till today. . coz we afraid tht tht thing will tailed us. . haha. . we accompanied diyan, boiboi n fadd ate kfc. . i dun wan to eat bcoz dun hav my wife. . so, me n shariz went home. . lpq under my void deck eat macdonalds. . afraid tht tht thing still follow us. . 10 min ltr then we went home. .

2010-05-22T03:22:00.000-07:00

juz nw morning lpq wie shariz n fadd. . went home tym. . lpq with jack siow n zhou jia (dunno hw to spell). . very funny when lpq with mat rep n ah beng. . thy both always fight one, but they r bestie. . juz to knw them thru firdaus. . but guez wht happen? therz 1 boi pick a fight with jack siow. . i was lyk 'WHAT THE DAMN?' i juz watch thy fought. . we not allow to take vdo afraid tht police will chase aftr them. . too bad tht jack siow lost to him. . tht stupid zhou jia go n attck tht boy. . haex. . wasted. . after tht boi kna rembat, we all run away. . lyk stupid ppl with no lyf u knw. . haex. .

tonite, goin to ida's hse to rekod our voice! yeepee! cant wait for it to happen!

falling in love

2010-05-21T05:21:00.000-07:00

wow! i love you. . i think i fall in love with you! wow! from the 1st tym i met u, i juz want to hold u, grab u and feel u. . wow! u're so hot in my 1st impression. . u juz so hot in every way. . u even look hot. . but when i feel u, u r hotter than i tot. . baby, wil u marry me? i juz cnt take it anymore! im falling in love with you! BANDITO POCKETT! u are the one im refer too. .

tagged oh tagged

2010-05-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

bidadari cemetery? erm. . i nit to research abt tht. . itz hard to differentiate humans from any ghosts! so if i saw anyone or anything, i juz need to ignore them. . afraid tht it would turn out sour. .

haha. . tagged oh tagged. .
easy to find love in tagged. .
but, not true love ones. .
alamaq. . there's a girl name
____ sent this msx to me. .
i juz pick the intro parts only. .
others is personal. . too long uh. .

zai : lets start with my NAME, u can see it in hall of FAME. .name is muhammad RUZAIMI, i guess u cant really see ME. .itz been a long time i didnt RAP, but i realise u're nothing but a CRAP (jgn take it serius, juz a rhyme)u think u look COOL, but the matter of FACT. .u look like a FOOL, juz dont take my IMPACT. .i juz want you to intro TOO, could YOU?

haha. . sound lame. . but it cool for me. . try to intro lyk me uh. . case ade rhyme pnyer. .

Rini : name given by MUMMY was ____
age SEventeen and i looks thin..hahaha (NOT AT ALL..jz hentam only)
likes to eat CHICK cuz im KECIK..(hehe..getting more LAme)
i likes to MINGLE as I am SINGLE (hurry guys..im still available) [case nak ajer]
hahaha..
dats for my intro...had a hard time..hahah

thtz her intro. . aiyah! but i dont want lah! im not available after all. . she sent me alot of msx too. . but i try to ignore the GATAL part. .

busy

2010-05-20T01:32:00.000-07:00

haex. . tired!
today we got charity recycling thingy and we
got collected a lot of newspapers, old clothes, water bottles and a lot of old items. haha. carrying heavy stuff is sure fun to me. . after we completed our tasks. we went to shariz's house and played gears of war 2(xbox 360). thought of watching hindustan movie but im the one who denied it. boring! so, we went to kfc and have our lunch. theres 2 kfc riders disturbing my fwen (girls). . i didnt notice it till the girls told me. they said 'eh alamaq! ade mambang uh! phee wit!'

so, juz dont give a damn. . so, i ate bandito (student special with cheese fries). . when i walking to the tap, one of the guy who disturbed my fwen stared at me. . woah! thought u got tiam i scared uh! lai uh! haha. . nehmind. .

so after our lunch, we played block catching! saw khairi and his frens, i greeted them n continued running. . perangai primary school siot! da ite2 maen block catching! so, after this stupid childish games, we went to west mall and zap! here we are! home sweet home!

friday
school frm 8 a.m-12 p.m
friday prayers frm 1 p.m-1.45 p.m
hip hop training (including xtra lesson) frm 3 p.m - 9 p.m
or maybe shooting from 1 p.m -5 p.m

Saturday
recording
make song with eddie
doing storyboard

sunday
shooting
footsal challenges

Memories

2010-05-18T03:32:00.000-07:00

Erm. . my ex. . i try to remember. . i forgot 2 of my ex. . i got 17 ex if im not wrong. . i according them from the girl i miss alot till doesnt miss at all. .

Siti Rafidah (The Prettiest Ex)
Fiza Ayuni (Hawtstuff)
Syafiqah (My 1st Ever Ex)
Diyanah (Cutest Kitty Face)
Natra (Smartest)
Suhaida (Entertainer)
Atiqah (My Ex's Younger Sister)
Hazirah (Good Ones But Poisonous)
Hariati (Horny Ex)
Nur'Risda (Live Far Away From My Place)
Erma Erfiyani (Shortest Among My Ex)
Nadrah Nasuha (Trustworthy)
Nur Syamiera (Shy Ex)
Veronica (The Only Chinese)
Asyiqin (We're Not Meant To Be Together At All)

Below wasnt my ex. . she juz added me in tagged. . woah! she have changed alot! from very good gerl to minah rep! menyesal dohk tak accept dier dulu. . she got sound me stead before, but i told her tht im not ready yet. . bey 2 tahun kemudian, bertemu semula di laman tagged. . tgk dier smakin lawa dohk! Good girl have gone bad. . huhu! syafika2. . i miss the old you! below is her pics. .
uhm. . copyryt ones. . ny amk jeq, tk mntq permission. . haha

she look damn different from this

i remember that she look darker than this

my 2nd bro ex. . kak iffah and her lil sister. . syafika. .

kiyoot dohk! geram siat! menyesal tolaq cinta dier!

Gambaran yang masa lalu. .

2010-05-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

KAK IRAH! Naseb kak yang i cant upload ur video. . tak pe2. . i try to find another way to upload it. . erm. . pat kola bole uh. . haha. . pcl comp umah slow dohk! tc sua jack! erm. . gmbr yg we karaoke pon i upload ltr. . but not today. . so be await akak!

Kecian shariz. . mkn pt lua claz dohk! bkn kna denda. . tpy pcl nk mark attendance peh pcl. . weird kn?

cikgu aisiow! kiyoot peh dier? cikgu pling pendeq! Shawty Aisiow!

Haha! I Wore Face Mask For The 1st Tym. . Kiyoot kan?

Diyan2. . Tak habis-habis tidor! Sleepy Head Betol!

Fadd (Mak Angkat) ngn shariz sempat pose bile nmpq paparazzi. .

Haha. . Amek gmbr ngn mayat hidop. .

Mak angkat aku ngan neneq sdare angkat aku. . cool kn drng? Family tree kite tk kenang usia beb!

Dah tua2 pose cam bdq2!

Son(Grandson), Granny and Mummy!

erm. . no comment. . haha

cahaya dan kegelapan. . knw wht i mean?

kecian kn drng? mkn pt dpn sunshine plaza kerna kelaparan. .

Miss And Mr Smith. .

Panas2 pkai jacket. . sape ajar? puas aty pkai jet pack skaly kn?

Ignore my hand (i aint mat rep)

i mean it. . haha. . my mum muka sat2 dohk!

da sat2 bey paisey. .

laksa. . di mkn oleh neneq sdare ku. . ida. .

haha

2010-05-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

haha. . i did alot of good thing to people. . but no one did any good thing to me yet. .
- give all my good photo's to ida for her coffee table book. .
- blanjer zirah old chang kee. .
- blanjer irah mac
- blanjer haqif and dilla swenson. .
- and alot more. . haha. .

uhm. . went to chinatown (people park) to find printing shop, but dun have, so went to Plaza Singapura. . still dont have. . so me and irah met eddie, haslinda and zul at ion and we went to karaoke (kbox). . haslinda treat. . Shit! tk ley lua kn suara dohk! so i juz let them sing lh. . haha. . we all pakse irah to sing and finally she sing. . i got her vdo. . uhm. . will be uploading soon, but not today. . got connection problem uh. . so stay tuned! haha. .

Eddie and me gonna make a song soon! YEEPEE!

STRESS

2010-05-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Argh! Stress! Coffee Table Book I Didnt Do Yet! Tomorrow need to be rushing!

Today didnt attend school, at about 1 plus, Fadillah called me and i came to school at 2 plus. . Do BVE Commercial then at about 3 plus, i went to hip hop practice. .

So i went to bishan ITE alone while diyanti and fadillah went home. . Haha. . I hate to walk alone. . Kena Ganggu Lagi! BY MINAH2! Mcm Biaser. . haha. . Itz rain lightly, then when i entering bishan ite entrance, 1 of the minah pointing at me. . There are 3 by the way. . erm. I dont know what the hell they mumbling cause im listening to earpiece yaw! Then 1 of them with her umbrella approached me and wanting to send me home! I was 'WHAT THE DAMN?'
haha. . So i told her that im going to the dance studio for practice. . So i just walked away with a smile. .

New moves i learnt today, and i make new friends with zack and rahman so after hip hop practice, we ate LJS. . yummy!

After lunch, we went to lavendar. . wow! 25 soul'd out people went to the people association for practice. . yeah! Every practice they pay us $15 per lesson. . Not we pay them u know! cool right? When we reached at people association. . Wow! there's 300 student around the singapore also practicing. . Alot of them from poly but only soul'd out people from ite. . guess what? Im the only one who wore school uniform! haha. . One In A Million! After practice, Bun treat us. . thx bun! And jyeah! reached home at about this time again! haex. . bsk kna g umah kwn lagy! bey sunday discussion. . monday kola from 9 a.m till 6 p.m. . troz lpz kola ade practice pt lavendar smpai 9 p.m. . pnat sey! STRESS!!!!!!!!!!

hell yo

2010-05-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Yo man! today was damn fun! i just reached home at about this time. . walau! tired lea. . I got a freestyle challenge with fex engel. . We challenged battle rap. . my rap goes like this 'Attention PEOPLE! i just wanna make thang SIMPLE, my name is RUZAIMI, yo think yo can beat ME? heheh, u cant see ME! cause yo got no BALL, dude! they both gone to the MALL, can't believe they were lying on the GROUND, i guess it really weight about 300 POUND!' haha. . itz a deuce due to mr zo lesson. . haex. . wasted siat!

This week is battle rap, next week is dancing! come on! but there's more to come. . e.g sparring, singing and alot more. . This is why i call my course cool! eventhough we look like a fool! haha. . And, today my 1st time wearing floating cap and button from bottom of my uniform till the top! everyone called me MAT REP! siow ting tong uh? haha. .

Pictures

2010-05-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

Blur uh gambar

wow! i saw a Lamborghini!

did you saw that umbrella?

i was studying, then gek mui looking at me. . haha

this is the wrong way to hold dslr camera. .

Wow! bad luck today. . I came late for lifeskill today, i was ignoring all my friends. . lifeskill we took alot of pictures, haha. . i disturbed ida all the way. . Just now when she wanted to sit, i pulled out her chair and she dropped. . All was laughing at her. . Then ida and fadillah attacked me. . haha. . cool. .

so, after lunch, met eddie, wow! he encountered the same problem as me. . jiwer. . My friends thought he's my twins which is not. . haha, our problem is handphone lost. . Lucky for eddie that his bestfriend bought for him during his birthday. . But me. . aiyoyo. . I wanna thanked my friends for helping me to lend me handphone. . haha. . my number have changed. . I dont want to keep alot of contact. . So if i didnt give you my number, doesnt means i'm ignoring you k? it's just that i dont want to be in your life anymore. .

today vp1, bad luck, lighting almost hits mr zhang. . It was my fault. . haha. . Thx to me, ida cant do her creative lighting due to the time she suppose to complete. . sorry ida. . but fun u know disturbing u all the way today. .

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wow! Just now at geylang i saw the prettiest girl in the Singapore! haha. . Just admire her looks only. . If she be my girlfriend. . Woo! haha. . Mcm biase, pergy geylang mkn nasi sambal goreng (ayam). .

haex! yesterday shooting is not what i wanted it to be, in the morning, i have a very high fever and yet, i still went to marsiling to shoot for my commercial. . At last, my handphone lost! Sianz!

Nevermind. . But today! I am just proud that my mum entertain me whenever i feel down. . No one in this world know what i feel, but only my mum knows everything. . Happy Mother's Day Mama! Amy janji kepada mama yang amy akan jadi anak yang terbaik bagi mama walaupun amy tidak dapat balas pengorbanan mama sejak kecil lagi. .

My X Memory

2010-05-08T02:15:00.000-07:00

I remember that i wrote a song for my lovely x, ayuni. . I just found the lyrics today. . haha. . Dah berabok sey! thx to this paper, i remember so many memories between me and her. . I forgot about her actually. . haha. . Hope we will meet again one day, and i promise you that i wont be the same again, i wont be the boy who going to hurt your feelings again. .

Jika Benar Cinta Itu Buta
Sebulan Pun Telah Berlalu,
Ku Merasa Hangat Tubuhku. .
Setelah Aku, Kehilangan, Mentari. .

Mengapa Harus Kau Pergi,
Meninggal Kan Hatiku, Terluka Di Sini. .
Berlimpangan Kasih Sayang, Telah Ku Berikan. . Buat Mu Seorang. .

Ku Doa Agar Kau Gembira,
Dan Mencari Cinta Ku Di Sana,
Ku Janji Akan Menanti,
Mu Di Sini. .

Bintang Sering Menjelma Lagi,
Malam Sentiasa Ku Bermimpi,
Ku Tak Percaya Kau Telah Tiada,

Di Mana Letaknya Janji Kita,
Di Mana Kata-Kata Manis Mu,
Semua Hilang Begitu Saja. .

Jika Benar Cinta Itu Buta,
Butakan Mataku,
Berkali Terluka Masih Jua Kau Menyayangi Ku. .
Maafkanlah Diriku, Kerna Menyakitimu Sepanjang Hayatmu. .

Im Back!

2010-05-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

I Am Back 4 life!

Finally! Let me refresh about yesterday! Fun time happening!

Mr Zo let us go out to take photo by ourself, so Fadillah, Shariz, Jia Li,

diyanti, Aishah and Me went out together, we shoot a little bit of

photo at arab street, sorry that i cant show you the pics. .

erm. . I remember got one auntie said this to me 'Hati Hati Nak'

it was random, and i replied 'insya allah'. . so after shooting pictures. .

we went to dhoby ghout and played counter strike and life 4 dead 2. .

it was damn fun! cheap somemore! after that, went to Fadillah's house,

do our thinkquest! when Fadillah, Diyanti and Aishah went out for a

while, shariz, Junaidi and me played wrestling at Fadillah's room. . fun! haha. .

when they come. . they also played wrestling with us. . so im tired. .

i slept at Fadillah's bed for a while. . and diyanti kept disturbing me!

she took Junaidi's winnie the pooh doll and said 'Boleh saya tidor ngan awak?

nama saya HAZIRAH' i was like 'WHAT THE DAMN?' haha. . I told her not to said

my x name anymore, but she stubborn. .So, what else? I wrestling with her!

After doing our thinkquest! We went causeway point to eat Long John Silver,

I was damn lucky, i wanted to buy grilled unknown chicken but it cost

$6.70. . Then got 1 malay auntie turn around and gave me a coupon. . When i

take a look, it was the food that i craving for! and it cost only $5. . haha. . so i thanked her

and felt curious too. . How she know that that's the exact food that i want to eat?

During eating, we saw Faizal Isa. . haha. . After eating, we jokes for a while and

went home. .

Now i want to share about today life. .After school, i played soccer with, hisyam, esfan, shafiq, shariz and vicknesh. .Fadillah accompanied us. . Thx Fadd! haha, in the bus just now, got one BAPOK

sat beside me siat! i was shiverring. . so, after playing soccer, i sent Fadillah home. .

I realised that i became close to her day after day, but i know that she attached. .

1 thing, i love her attitude and hardworking. . Dont get me wrong, im not

falling in love with her, itz just that i find her special. . She is better than all my

ex, i hope that i have a girl which have the same attitude as Fadillah. . SETIA. .

Not a cheap girl. . one of my ex said 'u tk akn dpt pmpn yg sbaek i, sume pmpn

u minah2' haha. . Jyeah right. . Sorry to said that Fadd is better than you. .

I just being honest and straight forward. . When i sat beside Fadd, I looked

at the sky. . Weird thing is the sky is empty, no stars and moon at all. .

But i realised that the star was just shining beside me which is FADILLAH!

haha. . eh! serius shyt! I dont have feelings with her k? Not a single cent. .

She just my (step mother which is same age as me) and even my bestie. .

2010-05-04T17:13:00.000-07:00

im not going to blog 4 a while. . but i promise u people that i will be back with more excitement in my blog. . haha. . tc! thx readers 4 reading my bloq. . n thx spammers 4 controlling ur attitude. . i will be bz 4 a while. . Signing off ppl!

ganguan minah

2010-04-27T04:07:00.000-07:00

i juz realize tht gerls n boys r the same. .
juz nw, during lunch time. . i ate
macdonalds wie shariz, taqi, jerry
n fiq. . after i finishin eating (mcm
biaser, alwayz the 1st person to finiz eating)
i take out my camera n test out my skillz. .
then i heard one of the minah (thers
5 of them, secondary schl) said 'nk
amk gmbr aku pe?' her fwen answered 'jgn
nk perasan lh ko!' then they laughed. .
i tot they were talking to themself. .
but this part they said it loudly 'ite ane?!'
repeatedly. . while we ignoring them. .
since my fwen feel uncomfortable. .
i looked arnd n answered them 'kat daerah sini,
ade ite ane lagy?' (loud voice) then 1 of her fwen
said to her fwens 'kn aku da ckp, ite ang mo kio'
they laughed. . haex. . i feel like menyampah u knw. .
but too be honest, 4 of them are pretty. . but y
i didnt juz make fwens wie them? haex. . so stupid!
when we walked off the macdonalds. . all tht minah
staring at me. . SO SCARY. . haha. . thy didnt look
at my fwen at all. . y me? then outside macdonald. .
all my fwen talk abt juz nw. . haha. . kekek. . my fwen
tot those minah want my num. . but thy got it wrng. .

after school, went to silvery note. . played xbox 360
wie shariz. . he told me tht he good in xbox 360. .
n all the gamez i beat him. . aiyoyo. . talk big one lh u. .

i love my dad

2010-04-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

yeah! I LOVE MY DAD!
erm. . sry for the late update. .
wat i knw tht at bishan active park. .
i answered all the quiz correctly
n 1 of the minah smiling at me! aww. .
haha. . rmai siat bdq ite. .

jyeah! thx dad for ur sincerity!
guez wad? today. . he bought for me
dslr camera! NIKON D3000. . $1470. .
aftr tht, we went to imm. . ate burger king. .
i feel like my life is changing. .

erm. . zaidi oh zaidi. . i dunno y u so
emo these few days. . i oso strez mah. .
i passed my practical test, but yet. .
i still hate it. . n sry to everyone tht
i maki. . haha. . erm. . i heard tht
he cant msx she anymore becoz
her hp had been confiscated? haex. .
wad happen? my gosh. . nw then i knw
hw u get strez up! im talking to u. .
my brother gf!

today not my birthday

2010-04-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

haha. . i fake my birthday on facebook. .
my intension is to see my classmates
reaction as i know that today in class,
they will always online facebook. .
shanny the 1st ones to wish me. .
then joy told her my original birthday. .
haha. . terus class kecoh just becoz
of this incident. . naseb2. . they planned
to give me a fake birthday bash as i told
them that today my fake birthday. .
wow! i was lucky man. .

bey satu budaq ni asik call2 je. .
ape u nk siat!? sorry law i tk angkat. .
tknk buang prepaid stakat tny khabar uh. .
sms tk iply. . benci siat!

tired

2010-04-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

today hip hop practice was very fun. .
haex. . 11 june i got hip hop performance at
chua chua kang campus. . erm, but i got lower flag ceremony
on tht date too. . at ang mo kio. . both is compulsory, so which one should i go?

woah! bishan ite many chicks. . i was juz starring at them. .
erm, but ive seen 1 so call eurasians girl outside bishan
ite. . wow! she was damn hot. . i think she's the prettiest girl
in singapore. . believe it or not. . fiona xie got
owned by her! haha. .

after hip hop practice, lpq at wdlnds do thinkquest
project. .while waiting for aishah n diyan. . we slacked
at the hall. . wah lao. . my hand bleed bcoz of 2 fighter
that is sarah n suria! sakit bodoh! gurau sikit pun nk
tarik tgn kuat2. . erm, jyeah! ive done
thinkquest lyric oready. . thx to aisiow idea. .

erm. . zirah msx me? dun wan to iply uh. .
after that dream, i dun wan to contact u
anymore. . coz i afraid tht i will hurt rizal. .
guess what my dream is?

JUDGEMENT DAY. .
i was damn scared, judgement day. .
every sgl ones running except for me. .
i stick to 1 place n shout 'allahuakbar!'
repeatedly. . when the tsunami come near me. .
i was damn scared n i cover my face. .
suddenly that tsunami disappear. .
i heard someone saying. . before u die. .
who do you want to meet?
million of people, i cant believe
i meet her. . tht is zirah. .
my family ive meet oreadi before the tsunami arrived. .
but then, zirah was kissing rizal
n there's a group of gangster surround them. .
when i approached zirah, she scolded me. .
n i was attacked by the gangsters. .
when i woke up. . i told myself. .
why in the blue hell should i meet her?
im afraid that i will fall in love wie u again. .
so, this is the best way to keep u happy. .
dont get me wrong k?

lyrics soulja boys cover (mother earth)

2010-04-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

mother earth, mother earth
this the best place to be. .
she set a place for you and me. .
there's no other planet can be like her. .

why dont we just give her a care,
cause it's a planet we all share,
humans, animals, plants and tree. .
we should all be harmony. .

Finally! ive made a lyric for my group. .
soulja boys cover (mother earth)

[Chorus: x2]
Sunday night i walk alone
watch them spit and
watch them throw
Watch we shout that scorpion
don’t really like it
Now watch me eeeeeehhhhhh!
(stop that littering)
Could you please
(stop that burning)
Could you please
(stop that spitting)
Could you please
(just remember this)

[Verse 1:]
scorpion off to the park
watch them smoke and watch them spit
happy children are not happy
so does a dog start a bark

Now watch me eeeeeehhhhhh!
(stop that littering)
Could you please
(stop that burning)
Could you please
(stop that spitting)
Could you please
(just remember this)

tips to save the mother earth
make it clean And make it safe
stop global warming
and stop killing innocent animals
start to be a vegetarian
and water pipe should be turn off
And i warning ya to
pick up the litter and throw to the bin
(now you)

I'm not joking cause this aint funny
And if we get the fightin
Then i'm proud to be a citizen
we are the reason there's a pollution
Yes i admit it everytime
Hazardous marterial must be seperated

Now watch me eeeeeehhhhhh!
(stop that littering)
Could you please
(stop that burning)
Could you please
(stop that spitting)
Could you please
(just remember this)

k thatz it! i being what i used to be. .

happy birthday rafiuddin

2010-04-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday MUHAMMAD RAFIUDDIN. .
haha. . today my lil bro bdae. .

erm. . what we do now got to do wie
our history. . erm. . i wonder hws my
chain that ive made promises wie her
in that clarke quey river. . i hope i
can take back that chain and make
a wish wie another girl. . although
i find it lame n not effective. .
but itz the best way to release stress. .
im currently stress! n i do rily nit a
fwen to comfort me!

school reopen

2010-04-12T01:19:00.000-07:00

today school reopn. .
slack as alwayz. .
lifeskill me n fadillah semangat
dgr cikgu bbl pcl thinkquest
while the others ignoring mrs wooyn. .
siaq uh! sape tk nk mng laptop wie
$7500 including macbk or ipod sia. .
so i gonna do this 100%. .

erm. . vp1. . mr zhang didnt come,
so mr lim lecture uz. . do nothing. .
so i grp talk wie my grp. . hakim!
suara maut bro! haha. . ida jatu cinta!

balik nye, naeq bus 852 from yck to bb. .
sit beside thiz 1 unknwn guy (ite). . suddenly
he said 'bro, tiz bus go to bb uh?' then i iplied
'jyeah! y? dun tel me u 1st tym gone ther'
n blablabla. . woah, his name kumar, he used
to school at amk ite n shift to yishun ite (april intake)
kite bbl mcm da lama tk jmp sey. . bbl case
opn pnyer. . haha. . but fun uh uat kwn baru. .

Curious

2010-04-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

im curious, what make me different from the other. . 1st i asked nur'risda. .

Zai : eh, knp i laen dripada yg laen?
Nur'Risda : Eu nik laen ah ..
Cm smlm ar , yg part u
paiseh . Cm kiut gitu .
U ni gd-looking guy .
Baek . Ikhlas .
Generous smpy NK
BLANJER AIR , hehe . U
niq org nye cm steady
arh Laen Owg , laen
pndanganye kn bie .
kndng , ur acti0n left
me a giggle . N i nk tny
, knp cmlm u singgeh2
bler tgok i?

Syerah
Zai : u. . y u cant stop from mittin me?
Syerah : ntah ler . I nngok eu mcm minat
gtu , eu pnyer 0rg honest
dan baik aty .
eu even gott swit n Kiut
Smile .

isit my day

2010-04-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

haha, tdy jmp syerah sayang jap. . boring, mlz uh nk lyn dier peh overnight. . ajq me ovrnight sama abg sdare dier. . haex. . pas tu jmp nur'risda, 1st2 boring, so kte bli air, my treat. . bey me g tdo pt bwa blk while dier draw2, bey zai bgn je troz strt kecoh nye. . aww. . rizda draw my name sey. . haha. . then all the way kcao2 dier. . u knw wat? nur'risda cakap in person zai lgy hansem. . kembang gyler! haha, stop puji-ing infront of me k!? n btw, thx for the song that u juz sent me 'apit - mimpi indah' that song u refer to me? haha. . so touching. . thx dear. . bey dier g jmp fidah sama faz while me go home. . u knw wat? nur'risda is my x ryt? today is the 1st time she said I LOVE YOU infront of me. . dulu tk nk ckp. . aiyoyo. . bey alq, ikot my dad g bugis. . teman my mum beli belah pt bugis bey mam kfc. . da tu, my turn to beli belah. . thy nit to teman me! hahahaha. . bought cap n necklace. . guest wat? got this 1 chinese girl said to my dad 'ur son uh?' my dad answered 'my son uh, my 3rd son' then she replied 'woah! so handsem!' siaq uh! 2 kly org puji dpn2! kembang lgy sey! haha. . da handsem. . ape nk uat. . cey! stop it k. . syukur alhamdulillah. .

berserak peh post

2010-04-09T20:18:00.000-07:00

wootz! smlm best giler as im the biggest gangster infront shuqun sec. . haha, terserampak sama syafiq n haiqal (bdq bkt view). . drng tunggu fiza, thy never met fiza before as yusof yg ksy num pt drg, so while im waiting for faathah, i talked with them. . bey got one thiz minah (tk knl) tibe dtg pt me n slm, bey dier kata. . 'kau syafiq ehq?' me answered 'tk lah! aku zai. . kau cnfirm fiza kn? haha. . fiq pt blakang uh' so i call fiq n qal uh, syafiq kuang ajr, he doesnt admit tht he iz syafiq, he told fiza that he iz hafiz. . hehe, so fiza confused oready, she ajq me g lpq! wee~ so while talk2 wie her bey trnampaq faathah, amira sama lan lpq pt void deck. . so slm fiza bey lpq sama faathah drng. . kecoh maha kecoh! bey faathah told me that tdy fiza pgang2 my tgn. . wth? tk rase pon. . huhu. . sedi2. . woah! talked undr the void deck. . woah! they all sungguh minah rep, drg kata drng maki mat rep2 pt ite simei. . funny sia. . 1 hr had pass, antar faathah pulang bey troz balik. .

haex, nnt kul 1 nk jmp syerah sayang plq pt pasir ris. .

haha, ysterday gereq sey, lpq sama minah unzipped, nk step gereq siot. . all the way tk prasan yg dier peh SELUAR TAK ZIP! haha, sampai pt umah neneq aru perasan. . erm, mit rizal n zirah at gr8 wall. . zirah walk very fast left us alone, she told me that she was mad wie her 1st bro, watever it is, i dun rily care. . haha, bey me kasy rizal $2 pcl kecian peh pcl. . nk nangis sey. . bey g teman irah g wm. . siot uh, dier buka dier peh accessory bey suro me pegang kn, kebetulan kite pt may fashion. . dier nk bli accessory yg sama as dier uro me pgang. . wow! seram gyler siot, me da ltq pokek mcm org curi bnde gytu. . i membebl wat, nxt tym dun giv me lyk tht. . haha, law kna tanggap kn paisey. . bey g pasar mlm, bey g umah neneq maen monopoly. . eh irah! correction! i dun play cheat ok! i win oready actually. . haha. . u uh, da happy2 da bole bli rumah at last bankrupt! kn bodoh nama nye. . haha. . k lah minah. . jgn nk step gereq! weetz!

f.c.u.k. . favourite chocolate untuk kau

2010-04-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

3 more days to go! yeah! woah! in the morning oready da kena bangun, antar faathah g kole (Shuqin Sec). . Wee. . sanggup taw bgn pagy2 stakat utk antar u. . haha, dier uro zai teman dier uh pcl ade org cri pcl ngn dier. . wtf? laki cri pcl ngn pmpn? ape cyte sia? shit lah! nnt kul 4 kna jmp dier lagy, lpq jap bey kul 6.30 antar dier alq lgy. . hehe. . erm, dier bole tahan chubby jgq. . so cute. . i tink i fall in love wie her. .

'My life fill with a lots of haters, everyone in this world hates me because of jealousy or something. . except for my family. . never in my life people love me till the end. . Now then i know the true colour of my secondary school friends, infront of me, they look very decent, but behind me. . talk bad thing about me, luckily faathah told me everything, she's mazlan's ex. .she got saw me before, then she asked mazlan 'u, to u peh kwn ehq? tk tegur?' lan answered 'eee. . nanaq uh, muka dier kereq nk mampos' fcuk lah! aku igtkn ko baeq sia lan! hehe. . sialan? sialan? klakar uh nama. . law muka aku da mcm gini! ko nak aku gi surgery pe? faathah sendiri bilang aku yang bibir ko mcm goldfish! kaki maen kn ko? asl faathah dtg umah ko je, ajq maen. . ape cite sia? tk bole tahan nafsu g lah mampos. . susah kn ank org je. . law dier tk nk, jgn pakse!'

shooting

2010-04-07T02:05:00.001-07:00

Freaqy Zie! ah! ysterday wake up at 5 am n slept at 7 am. . so i stay awake for 26 hrs! 5 pm in a afternoon i went to balestier ite, got shooting, so my job iz damn easy. . take vdo n photo of behind the scene. . haex, thiz think will be continuously till saturday! but today i take a off. . cause not enuff sleep ysterday. . knw then i knw that american guys knw to act perfectly. . daly iz tha american guy that i was stated. . he can remember script that long n hard. . salute him! n his acting was damn perfect! the tallest guy during that shoot. . haha. . viki is damn hot. . n leon like to show off his flexible body. . so, ysterday juz shoot 3 character at balestier ite there. . damn tired. .

Sentosa outing

2010-04-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

haha. . today was damn fun! very fun! for aika! plz read the bottom of my post for today. .

sentosa outing, juz make new frens wie mat rep from
balestier ite. . haha, cant believe my x rafidah was ther too. .
eek! we r fate to mit again. . haha. . but too bad uh, she attct. .
so we played captain ball, amk ite vs balestier. . haex. . we lost. .
my x pro uh. . but my x is in poly. . mix wie ite guys. . erm. .
then we played pushing2 in the water. . i carried aishah on my shoulder vs
kenneth n ida vs hakim n diyan! wee! i won 2 times. . then the winning
part is my favourite. . wan knw what? i stand up, aishah still on top of my
shoulder, n i push up aishah leg n she dropped to the water. .
her leg was on top n her head was inside. . so i helped her n check
whether she's ok or not. . what a pity for her man! that stupid ida n shariz
wan to try. . haha. . so i gave them a try. . too bad, they dont want a second try. .
so, after that, we played fire n ice in a water. . i n kenneth b a ice. .
woah! we catched all of them between 5 min. . fast ryt? then aishah
n diyan turn to b ice. . we swim so far away from them, diyan tried to catch
me, but she got stung by a jelly fish. . haex, so we col the life guard to
check on her. . that was lucky for her. . she was safe. . blablabla. .
so we went to banquet. . i ate chicken noodle n drink double chocolate. .
yummy! so, slacked at the roof top n there we go. . we went home. .

zirah, im sorry for being rude wie u when otp just now. . i dun wan
someone to knw tht i cntct wie my x. .

n for aika. . yeah. . finally ryt? i juz wan to say that. . y in the blue hell u run away from
ur house? do u knw that ur mum called me juz now? she was crying badly n
begged on me to find u. . i really pitied ur mum. . y u hurt ur mum feeling?
dont u knw how much ur mum worried about u. . i can feel her tears droppin
on my ear. . what ever ur reason is, i dont wanna knw. . what i want is. .
dont ever run away from home again. . plz. . i dont get it, thatz not the way to
solve any solution. . u r a human being, so, cnfirm there's a problem will hit u. .
the only thing u can do is just be patient n go through with all ur problem u got. .
evryone got their owns problem. . so y i cant u bear with ur own problem?
haex. . now, the only thing i want you to do is. . go to ur mum, n beg for her forgiveness. .
minta maaf pat ur mum, berdosa taw buat mcm gini. . tk akan selamat. .
law nk selamat, cium kaki ur mum dan suro dier ampun kn segala dosa aika. .
aika kena tengok cerita 'ihsan' uh, law aika tgk msti aika tak akn laku kn bende mcm ny
pt ur mum. . sorry for being harsh towards u. . but, zai punye org tk suke
tgk org sakit kan ati mak dier lah! zai rase mcm nk nangiz taw. . marah pon ade. .
terima kasih lah aika. . fyi, im not angry wie u. . i juz wan u to change ur attitude. . i knw that u was strez. . haex. . hw can u faint just now? hope u r ok. .
thatz all. .

lucky day after watching sad drama

2010-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

Up here iz my new magazine, released last
months. . should read about my life 'how
i become a superstar' haha. . mcm phm. .

Argh! i hate my current hair! shouldn't cut this way. .
totally regret it! haex. . morning. . watched 'ihsan'
this is the 1st time i cried when watching a drama. .
u should watch this show man! at around
7 plus, my dad went home. . so, i went to
the kitchen and spent time with my mum and dad. .
cause i miss my dad alot! so jokes2 around with them. .
haha. . i cant believe that my dad gave me 50 bucks. .
i was juz playin around wie him, but he looked
serius, so i juz take it and going to bugis
tomorrow! yo bugis! here i come!

2010-04-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

haha. . textin my 2 ttm in the morning. .
they both very bored. . so, played
digimon card battle n ignored them. .
at 4 pluz, met shariz, aishah n fadillah. .
we do our think quest projek, n guez wat?
i make a lyrics for our theme. . itz quite cool. .
1 day i shall share wie u ppl. . haex. .

pt umah fadillah, all the way lyn si junaidi

while doing lyrics. . junaidi anak istimewa. .
erm. . k2. . went home. . eat ljs! yeah!
then went home. . met my 2nd ttm. .
do some stuff n went home! yee pee!

april fool

2010-04-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

April fool is damn lame. . haex. .
haha. . rizal n hazirah stead today. . finally!
laz long k krg? im the one hu force zirah to accpt him. .
zirah askd for patch, but i said tht i am nt intersted
to b in relationship again yet. . at 1st, she rejected rizal n wan to b wie me. .
but suddenly, she picked rizal n told me tht she love rizal more than me. .
aiyoyo. . ape cite ny? but nehmind! i got my new ttm. .
n she's my x. . cant tell. . blueq! ltr somebody knw. .
k la, i wan watch wrestlin. . goin to update more soon. .

Im back

2010-03-30T22:14:00.000-07:00

Yo pixie! Im BACQ~~~
hehex. . me lost contact with alot
of people. . sad sad. . but mie loving it. .
hehe. . alot of people nowadays have been
irritated by mie. . mie so sorry. . but i promise
you people that alot of tragedy to come. .

be sad always will make you happy finally. .
be happy always will end up to be sad suddenly. .

hows my english? does that make sense?
finally! i've found out my hidden talent!
i am the true gamers! i have archieved the best
amongs all of my friends! dont believe it?

come to me. . dont say try, wait till dry. .
when you try, you will cry. .

haha. . this ones a lil bit lame. . but it make sense too. .

R.I.P Obek Talib

2010-03-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

Below here is the photo's of soul d'out chalet outing. .
some of them are not in the photo. .
so, it's not full actually. .

obek talib passed away. . so today ikot my sedare tanamkan mayat obek talib. . r.i.p. . haex. . but actually fun u knw. . as one sedare. . we go to the same destination. . my gosh. . i tompang my bro motor. . n he race wie kak juwita n abg aiman. . haha. . cool n scary. .

cool

2010-03-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

Up there is my classmates. . and the one in pink is mr zhang! omg! his not going to lecture us when school reopen. . huhu. . his cool man! k2. . guess what? yesterday i slept at 11.am n wake up at 8 a.m! cool right? sleep all day long! huhu. . no dream at all. . what the hell? i guess im so tired. . erm. . wish there's an event for soul d'out again. . cant stop thinking of Monday's chalet. .

erm. . sorry for the people who i didn't reply your message yesterday. . i was here sleeping. . but seriously, i don't feel like reply-ing your message. . i only reply the one that i feel like reply-ing. . like 'u bwatpe tu?' i dont want to reply lah. . save my pre8 lah!

chalet fun

2010-03-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

woah! i dont know that this chalet could turn out to be fun! coz i tink it would be bored at the 1st place because there's a lot of girls than boys. . so, 1st, we step in that place. . we played charades. . whoever team lost, we face the consequences as teamwork! almost 1 sec left my team will win. . but too bad. . my opponent was damn lucky. . so we get punished by doing chicken dance 10 times. . suddenly, they poured water from up there! so the girls that get punished was wet. . except for me n carlito. . we were so lucky! haha. . we able to escape from that. . so while waiting for them to be dry. . we played police and murderer. . after that, we went for barbeque. . si ling get birthday bash! we hit cakes on her face. . so skip3. . we played blind mice. . haha. . fun! yee pee! after that, we watch a horror movie, coming soon! wow! the girl shouted like crazy la! especially carlito. . after watching that show, we relax2, so, we told a ghost story (underneath my post, i will tell what has happen to one of my dance mate. .) so, after the ghost stories. . wow! itz mid night oready n yet we played amazing race! ala! the amazing race suppose to be my team the winner, cause we lead all the way. . but there's one shopping mall make we lose lah! haex. . argh forget it! itz just a game. . but too bad, we didnt won any prize that is lock treat's! after that, we bath 1 by 1. . while waiting for our turn, we played heart attack. . i dominate a lot of time! yeah! im the king of heart attack! so now itz my turn to bath! woah! the water so syiok uh! haha. . after bathing. . rest for a while. . we didnt sleep for more than 27 hours includin what im doing now. . haex. . so sleepy. . so at abt 5 in a morning. . we played true or dare. . woah! i dont like to play with my hip hop crew la. . they freaking daring. . they even asked to do things that related to sex like kiss that girl. . then do sexy pose, put ice in underwear. . lick it, suck it. . alot more la. . i dont want to tell everything. . but overall. . fun! ala! shariz was lucky! he got to get a kiss by angelina. . i want a kiss from her la! haha. . false alarm lah! we played true or dare till 8. . so we packed our things out and get lost of that place!

The thing that happen to unknown 1. .

si ling was bathing. . unknown 1 entered the room and she saw si ling combed her hair while looking at the mirror. . so unknown 1 go tell the dance mates that si ling have finish bathing. . so they said 'it's impossible, si ling just bath for 2 minutes? u must be kidding?' so they went up to the room and saw nothing actually happen. . so they went down back. . after that, shariz, shafiq n me went up. . si ling shouted 'hey! are you there? dont leave lea! im scared!' so we stayed in that room while playing royal rumble uh. . si ling told us that she heard a lot of voices when she's bathing. . but the fact is. . there's no one in the room just now. . then si ling even told us that she didnt went out to comb her hair. . she was all the way in the toilet bathing. . ouq. . that's weird. . so what could it be?

The Last Post Of Her (goodbye my loves)

2010-03-20T16:43:00.000-07:00

Warning : Do Not Comment About Today Post. . Thank You. .

I truly remember this part, you hold my hand n drew it on my hand. . your hand were so soft man. . this is one of my sweetest memories that I've captured in my mind. . although we last for 8 months, i feel my heartbeat can still beat without you. . lucky, we didn't continue our relationship. . if not, i don't really know what gonna happens to me. .

I missed those smile you got, and i really miss your smell. . you have the powerful smell that no one on earth have it! no harm k people? that's for my opinion. . but hey! i wish we could meet again in a future. . hope you there are happy with what you got now. . i will never stopped loving you, but i will stopped show it to you (copyrighted). . and even when we are seperated. . i promise you that i will protect you from anything. . i won't let anyone hurt you. . even your future boyfriends. . man! i don't have a jealousy with me right now! so chill k? hope you find better one than me. . and, good luck for your n level girl. . do your best! i will pray for you!

HELP ME

2010-03-20T05:29:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the Mimmie Mouse Jiwang Cribz! The Mimmie Mouse Playhouse! haha. . woah! cute sey. . haha. . jyeah! manhunt. . wht iz man hunt? nehmind. . today lpq at wdlnds with Naz, Suria N Gaya. . aiyoyo. . those three girls kecoh nk abez. . gaya iz damn funny. . haha. . they alwayz said that i am cute, cool, manhunt? n hawtstuff. . ouq. . stop it la k? i cant angkat oready. . bangga taw mimmie pt synie. . haha. . now i knw tht being MAT REP iz not so cool. . juz b original. . itz damn cool. .

but hey2! i nit to find a gerl before itz too late! i feel that naz like me lah! itz obvious oready. . the way she msx n treat me. . i oready knw. . i dun wan her to feel rejected. . plz help me find one or b my part time gf. . part time gf iz like. . wen in emergency situation. . tht mean, i will col u to mit me n step b my gerl in front of naz. . cn3? i dun wan to hurt anybody or being hurt. . do understand mimmie at her k? wee~ mimmie iz signing out!

happy birthday suxie

2010-03-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

today, watched mr zhang show [e'tzaintes]. . funny sia his show. . haex, today his last lecture for our claz. . gonna miz hiz lecture man! after vp1. . p.e! pull up! i got 5 only. . haex. . fail la! then played badminton. . i owned shariz. . then challenged aishah badminton. . shit la! she owned me! jangan pandang kecik ehq! tpy pndai maen badminton. . after tht, follow jerry to amk hub. . walk ther, aft the walk. . went for hip hop practices. . today oso slacked. . aftr the dance practice. . we sabo suxie! haha. . we throwed water baloon at her! very fun sia! evryone chased her around the school. . now, bishan ite is wet becoz of us. . cool! btw suxie! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

seribu kenangan

2010-03-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

Today school slacked. . blablabla. . bored. . went home, play soccer wie esfan n geng. . woah! i dun drink wine, so i asked nur'risda to otp wie me so my fwen wont force me to drink it. . haex, after playin soccer, sat at void deck n sing along. . haex, sume lagu jiwang. . but therz 1 song. . that touch my heart. . cant believe i fall my tears infront of them. . nk tau lagu ape? seribu kenangan by didicazli. . haex. . that song remind me of my x. . 8 months together n still cant cure for tiz sickness. . y when i break up wie her? therz surely something remind me of her? yesterday, hakim asked me 'zai, ko tk rindu x ko ke?' i answered 'soalan bonus sia ko. . mst uh aku ryndu! baek uh ko. . baeq2 aku nk lupakan dier, ko igtkn kembly. .' n today, thiz song tht make me think of her. . next wat? erm. . r we meant to b together? or she r meant to hurt me? below iz the lyrics of seribu kenangan. . thiz song iz exactly happening to me ryt now. . but, plz someone. . can someone make me forget of her? if u can? i will giv u rewards. .

Seribu Kenangan
Kenangan bersama
Kekal selamanya
Sekalipun kau hilang di mata
Sering aku merindu

Terkenang ku senyuman mu
Detik pertama berseminya cinta
Kian tiba penghujung waktu
Saling berlinangan pilu

Setia ku menyayangi
Tiada ku kesali
Walau kian hanya berteman
Seribu kenangan

Bagi ku terlalu indah
Setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
Dari ku hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

Terkenang ku senyuman mu
Detik pertama berseminya cinta
Kian tiba penghujung waktu
Saling berlinangan pilu

Setia ku menyayangi
Tiada ku kesali
Walau kian hanya berteman
Seribu kenangan

Bagi ku terlalu indah
Setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
Dari ku hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

Walau kian hanya berteman
Seribu kenangan

Bagi ku terlalu indah
Setiap detik bersama
Rela akhirnya ku terluka
Dari ku hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

tanpa kenal cinta mu...

wow

2010-03-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

yea! today school damn slacked sia! today take model pix. . i got no choice juz to pick my 2nd year students. . after the photoshoot. . slept in claz. . all playin internet but only me slept behind the clazroom, like watever ryt? blablabla. . went home with shariz n shafiq. . walked to amk. . therz 2 boyz n 2 gerls, 1 of them wore clementi woods uniform. . they shouted at uz, so we tot they wanna pick a fight, so i turn n ask 'what isit?' fiq n riz juz walk awy. . skali, tht clementi woods gerl ask for my number. . aiyoyo. . so i say la. . u seriuz? im attached taw (actually nt). . then she answered 'ouq, k la. . nehmind. . forget it. . thx k. .' but seriuzly i want to giv her my num. . tpy, nnt drg pikey bukn2 uh. . shldnt say im attchd! haex. . but. . woah! lucky day for me. . someone asked for my number. . hee. . 2 b honest. . im surprised. . therz still somebody lyk them. . aiyoyo. .

hurt

2010-03-14T03:15:00.000-07:00

Terpakse berbual melayu so that mantan kekasih (cina) aku tak faham. .

niari pergi geylang sama family, ingat kan nak makan pat sajian tradisi (gerai nye my x), bey tutup uh, coz drng ade kenduri pat blk 113 (kebetulan dekat dengan umah neneq zai). . so zai mkn nasi ayam penyet je uh. . haex, ryndu sey masakan mak nye my x. .

so met my x at blk 113, irah! thx 4 temaning k today? sry bout the project, i dont rily understnd. . coz that time i didnt concentrate in claz (tidor sambil dgr lagu). . haex. . i cant believe that my x, my true love. . ignored me all the way. . doesnt she know that she will alwayz be my love forever although we are apart? since she hurt me today, i only can ignore her back and not to reply any msx from her ever again. . do she hav any intension to hurt me back since i've hurt her feeling before? k forget it! i will throw my history away and pick my future on the way. .

wanna work tomorrow

2010-03-12T21:52:00.000-08:00

Hello! miss those memorable time with D'Awesome. . today actually i got parent's meeting but lazy to attend. . siapa mahu layan kan? erm. . can't wait for tomorrow. . gonna work as photography at rock concert. . cool right? haha. . my uncle asked me to bring a pair. . so who wanna join? just text me k? no need to have experience, i can teach how to use a professional camera. . trust me, you will never regret. . btw2, answer thiz riddles. .
R : why do skeleton afraid of the dark?

haha

2010-03-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

k2. . thx aika n irah for chillin me. . anything i tex u both. . but itz ok. . now i dont think that much oready. . n for aika. . i tink i got my model oready, she's in my school but 2nd year student. . but, i afraid of her. . seriuzly. . not becuz she minah la. . but afraid that she will flirt me. . i heard from my fwens that she said me so cute, at first i dont believe it, but when shafiq n hakim witnessed it, i started to believe. . nerds wont lie one. . she got take my msn sia. . but so far, she didnt add me yet la. . lucky sia. . haha

juz now in theaterette that 2nd year girl kept on turning back n looked at me. . my heart ran that fast sia. . even shariz who sat beside me told me the same story, that she alwayz turn back n looked at me. . do she rily got any feeling for me or what? but y take me sia? im younger than her. . glad to say that im not that mature as her. . aiyoyo. .

erm. . today iz damn ok day for me. . sit n reach i got 3rd in claz, got 50. . standing board jump i got 2nd in claz, 229. . huhu. . after p.e, played basketball, and then football. . wee~ i scored alot of goals! after p.e, when to hip hop claz. . damn slacking sia. . after the warm up, fiq n i rileq one corner and looked at those who perform n senior practices for their dance for april intake students. . after that. . went home n currently bloggin. . gonna play digimon card battle at lappy ltr. . yeah! i gonna complete soon!

sad

2010-03-11T05:26:00.000-08:00

What the hell? why people kept misunderstand about me? i've juz read my msn msx. . one of my x said ' Why do u hurt my friends feeling when u have no idea whether 2 be with her or another girl??I think your words can't be trusted anymore hazirah and me wants 2 end this so friendships relations with u.From now on please stop hurting other girl @ the same time please think of their feelings :) ' why dont you gerls understand me? it'z not that i just want to play girls feeling, it just that it's not suitable with me maybe. . we got alot of argument in our relationship, i tried to protect it, but i failed. . so i just need to let it go. . kay fine. . i will ends our friendship relationship, i will not contact u gerls anymore k? n plz, im not a playboy. . i swear. . erma erfiyani, nur'risda, hazirah, veronica and mutiara im sorry, you all the one who ended our friendship. . you all the one who demand it. . wow! they dont even want to talk with anymore. . how sad. . now who's next? from loving all my ex gf, i turn to be hating them now. . if there'z a technology that called heart readers. . i will asked you all to scan my heart. . read it carefully and understand it. .

hee

2010-03-10T03:42:00.000-08:00

Today VP1, slack. . mr zhang didnt come, so 1 teacher replace. . boring. . haha. . so, we do jobsheet 5. . fun lea. . student care, mr lim jokez arnd, had alot of fun. . but today claz, not alot ppl attend. . damn little u knw. . eh2, juz read someone bloq. . so damn sweet sia thy both. . i am jelez of tht. . hope to get someone tht can b lyk them. . im tired of changing relationship. . laz 3 dayz juz break up wie zirah aka baby star n for sure i will not return to her anymore. . n yesterday, juz break up wie tiara a.k.a SD memory card, our relationship can laz juz for 2 dayz? wht the hell? all thx to my msx tht she read. . walauwei. . wasted sia. . she got everythng oready n yet. . haex. . k lh2. . if i attached, i wont msx any gerl except for my gerl. . thtz it. . save my p8 somemore. .

hello

2010-03-08T03:38:00.000-08:00

Today school boring la. . wher tuxedo all the way. . hawt gyler. . what i mean iz not that im so hawt although i am. . if u all disagree, bcoz u all jelez ryt? haha. . fake. . what i mean iz, the weather damn hawt la. . agree? aiyoyo. . today, come school from emo to joker. . cool ryt? i realize that music iz our life. . we all will die, but. . music will never die. . eh! even rock will die oso la. . dun believe those crap. . we all human being. . same as the genre. . 1 day, rock, hip hop, trance what ever shit will die. . but music will never die. . you get me? i know la without genre, ther will never be music. . but, in the future generation. . they gonna change it. . still dun get it? urgh! nehmind la. . waste my saliva only. . haha. . n for all anti islam! lesson number 1. . dont mess wie islam! n islam iz not terrorist la. . they juz defendin their country n thatz the reason u tink that islam iz the terrorist ehq? what a crap! ouq yeah!

holy crap! 3 months had past, n aika lil shawty actin cute wan to bdae bash me? man! so updated. . for aika! u wan some? come get some! haha. . u will not mit me unlez itz olidae. . erm. . if lyk tht. . i wil defend myself frm gettin bdae bash frm u. . dun blame me on doin tht. . u wil guarantee regret, trust me. . unlez, ur boify act cool my 2nd brother join forces wie u. . aiyoyo. . hw uh?

note this

2010-03-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

damn it! everyone changed. . kay, i gonna change too. . i'm not gonna be the 'same old very good to people' zaimiracle. . i going to be the symbiotes ones. . like it or not, that's your problem. . my problem dont effect yours right? so what's your statement? i will only be good to my beloved family. . friends? think twice. . maybe some. . but not all. . i prefer being alone than members. . we born alone and we gone alone. . what need to be by your side is. . religion and family. . that's all. . so if you all not down with my word. . just tell me kay. . i will see what i will do to the disagree ones. . haha. . fake la. . i'm not gonna be that cruel, but i just open my mask and show you people my ownself. . to be honest, all these while. . im fakin myself to be this good. .

who want to be my model?

2010-03-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

argh! who want to be my model? plz tel me! deadline iz thursday sey. .

1) Qadirah (Dont like to take pic when she alone, nit to be accompany)

2) Rafidah (Her boify dont let me cntact her)
3) Sharmine Dawson [Nurul Ain] (Her mum dont allowed)
4) Wan Nur Syakirah (Accepted, but no Promises)
5) Hazirah (Rejected)
6) Nur'Risda (Rejected)
7) Mistery Gerl [Taufiq recommend] (Donno Yet, She's From Simei Ite Btw)
8) Khairiani Ramlan (Rejected)
9) Ahdeaq (Rejected)

Now who in the blue hell wil totally accept?
- Aika Shawty?
- Amiera Natasya?
- Jessica Alba?
- Megan Fox?
- Adq Nini?
- Nadia?
WhO?

haex. . now, i wil share wie u ppl abt yesterday, before slacked at wdlnds wie my ite fwens includin irah. . therz this 3 chinese guy approached me and 1 of them said 'eh! kau jangan nak jln sat2 ehq' (eh! u dun walked like a gangster ehq), i answered 'sorry2' then they punched straight to my specs. . walauwei! sianz lea. . my specs broke into half. . without wasting my time to get beaten, i straight jab to his face back. . that guy dropped and stared at me. . the others 2 guyz afraid to receive my strike i tink. . they juz stared at me blankly. . so i shouted at them 'kanina bei chao chi bai, lu law mau makn! tgk makanan nye ley telan ke tk!' so i juz walked awy before kena caught. . ($^%^?@$%&*&*%, if u want to eat, look at the food first, u can shallow it or not) hehe. . i told thiz story to all my fwens includin wie the wdlnds fwen tht i slack wie ystrday. . they said, next tym if got ppl do tiz to me again, juz call them. . lyk real only. . cnfirm they got a reason lyk bz uh. . i dun rily trust them. . so anythng, i will seattle by my ownself. .

hooray but sad

2010-03-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

yeah! today no school! mr zhang gave us a rest man! cool ryt? then at 2 pluz, met her, 6 o'clock then met d'awesome featuring fadillah (mummy) n we took some pics at chinese garden for our assignment. . tiz iz the 1st tym i step on tht place. . if u date wie ur gf/bf there iz the best place. . trust me. . im addicted wie MMA Pro Fighter (facebook games). .

underneath iz not meant for u to read. . thq q. .
aku lemah dalam pencintaan ini. . sungguh, sejak kau menyatakan yang kau akan terima haiqal jika dier kembali. . itu benar2 menyakinkan yang aku bukan pertama di hati kau. . kenapa kau harus tinggal kan aku untuk org yang kau suka? apa salah aku? apa yang kurang dalam diri aku? kalau aku pertahankan cinta ini, akan kah satu hari nanti hati aku akan terluka? apa jawapan aku? apa harus aku lakukan? kenapa kau tk pernah faham isi hati ku ini? aku benar2 cinta kan kau. . ini yang aku dapat? ya allah! berikanlah hambamu ini pertunjuk. . aku da tak tau apa harus aku laku kan utk tunjuk dia yang aku betol2 cinta dier. . aku rela lepaskan dier asalkan dier bahagia. . cintaku ini bagai kan bumi dan langit. . kelihatan nya indah, dekat, takkan pisah. . tetapi kenyataan nya, jauh. . haex. . ko tk pernah jaga hati aku betol2 ehq? ucapan mu itu FAKE!

survey

2010-02-26T23:45:00.001-08:00

Just doing this survey as i've seen my name on fiq survey. .

1. Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
- Anywhere. .

2. How do you feel when you wakeup this morning ?

- Erm, actually i woke up this afternoon. .

3. Who was the last person you took photo with ?

- Taqi, Shariz, Ida, Diyanti And Syafiq. .

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?

- Never! ! !

5. Would you ever donate blood ?

- Depends on the condition. .

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?

- Yes! They are damn cool. .

7. Do you want someone dead ?

- No, the answer is on allah s.w.t. .

8. What does the last msg say ?

- Hey Euu . Wtp niq ? Dh ang0n ?=)

9. What are you thinking right now ?

- Thinking of anwering this survey. .

10. Do you wish someone is with you now ?

- Yeap! How i wish she is beside me right now. .

11. What time you went to bed last night ?

- 1+

12. Where do you buy your T-shirt that you're wearing now ?

- Ouq, This ones my brother ones. . n.s singlet uh. .

13. Is someone in your mind ?

- Erm. . Maybe yeah. .

14. Who was the last person who texted you ?

- Nur'risda

good luck or just luck?

2010-02-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

Awww. . today i saw tabitha nauser (singapore idol season 3)! whee~ so we took pic wie her! jyeah! hey! she is damn hawtstuff in reality! she waz goin to cuzway. . but the weird part, she look like a normal person, no ppl asked her for autograph or watever,. . i guez i fall in love wie her. . haha. . fake2. . after tht, played soccer n my team dominate all the way! erm. . i tink i strike a gd luck today!

aww! she hold my shoulder! im shivering sia actually. . y only my shoulder uh she hold? y not my fwen? erm. . mayb she lyk me. . haha. .

ther i told cya! she doesnt rily hold my fwen shoulder. .

tiz iz d'awesome company! if u r not down wie that! i got 2 words for ya! SHUT UP!

haha. . juz put tiz pics to show u tht i carried shariz all the way bcoz he was exhausted. .

she iz my nenek angkat. . her face look exactly lyk nurul aini, but she iz damn blur sotong! trust me!

and last which i did not stated, my favourite mak angkat! aww. . dier pnah suap zai mkn taw. . haha. . but seriusly, perangai dier mcm mak2!

memories wie nur'risda

2010-02-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

woah! today iz my luckiest day i guez. . my mum gave me $8. . usually she wil giv me $2, but today lyk a lil bit weird. . bey met fazidah, nur'risda, fidah and irwan at vivo city, we walked there and ate at macdonald. . irwan n me not eating so, we juz looked at the gerls only. . i kept wondering at there 'why gerl lyk to act cute orbeing in a gd manners when eating infront of boyz'. . i n irwan kept laughing at them. . funny sia. . after tht, we went to esplanade. . sat at 1 place n open up riddles. . so, tym passed very fast, fazidah n fidah wan to stayed ther so irwan, risda n me went to take train. . irwan took to pasir ris. . left me n risda, she nit to go yishun for family day. . so we took the same train, reached to yishun, risda dad told her that he goin to take her big bro at pasir ris 1st n then her mum at changi. . so i accompanied her at yishun. . we sat under void deck n blablabla. . haha. . i tink i started to fall in love wie her again. . but i dun feel lyk steady wie her. . so, the best decision i choose iz to b her bestie. . to b honest, from the beginning till now, i still can smell her perfume. . thtz awesome man!

very exhausted

2010-02-19T01:34:00.000-08:00

today school as per normal. . p.e tym iz damn fun, we warmed up, run arnd the court for 3 round n do stretching, after tht we do shutter run i got 9.9 sec n sit up n i did 50 sit up in 1 minute. . after school, went to bishan ite for my hip hop training. . i waz damn shocked tht we all get punished due to wrong step. . push up 40 tyms n done! haex. . my hand damn shaking sia. . u knw what? when i do my dance, therz one pretty chinese gerl looked at me, she cant join the dance because she was wearing skirt. . during break, i approached her n said 'why you kept starring at me? is my dance step bad?' guess what she answered? she said ' no lah, actually, when you dance, you look cute with your eyes acting blur. . i like it. .' haha. . kembang taw. . tpy ssshhh, jgn blg sape2. . chey! bey aftr dance practice, went home wie fitri n syafiq. . reached bkt btok, from int, syafiq n me jog all the way to our cribs. . haex. . so damn tiring! haha. .

return to yusof ishak secondary school

2010-02-17T05:03:00.000-08:00

today return to yiss! boo yeah! haha. . baru jejaq kat entrance je, sume tgk pt aku. . popular la kirekn, bey approach farhan n went to general office to take my testimonial. . mdm aishah big freak sia! prangai anjing! org tny baek2 bey dier uro stnd aside. . tpy law tny baek2 tk pe, ny guna hand lnguage! pikey gua anjing pe!? idiot! bey da trlalu binget, g canteen sama farhan. . wow! evry sgl person stared at me! cool ryt? haha. . i dunno therz tiz one gerl whenever she saw me, she will disturb me as in 'yo' (hip hop). . but i dun rily knw who she iz. . some at ther called me mat rep, gangster, step smart, cool n whatever crap! bey me slm sume junior2 pt sana. . g pt bby star n her fwen, bbl2 jap bey g pt bear n their fwen pon bbl2. . sedih sia! munirah lupa nama aku! haha. . bey g ite amk straight awy wie diyanti. . vp1 as normal! bey student care iz kind of fun! zul do his beat boxing! oh wow! nice ones! bey alq sama fadillah, diyanti, syafiq, shariz, hakim n taqi. . k lh! want to do my assignment! anythng juz beat me! tc!

Universal Studio

2010-02-13T22:29:00.000-08:00

Wow! today i have so much fun wie my family. .
we went to universal studio n then we ate at
west coast. . after that, go home for a while
n then go to blk 537 n ate satay. . haha. .
my english sux ryt? i knw, i copyrighted
*insertname* english. .

percy jackson

2010-02-12T04:04:00.000-08:00

That gerl up here iz my syslubb. .
ignore the 'mine brolubb' k!
juz now morning went sch wie her. .

Today suppose to be my bz day. .
but i tighten it, i didnt attend hip hop
class today, didnt play football today
n didnt attend izram bdae party at
marina barrage tonight. . haex. .
rmai mat ngn minah uh, so dun fil
lyk goin. . cnfirm kecoh. .

today video production nothing much,
n no p.e! woo! lucky! so early release. .
i went to amk hub wie firdaus, azri,
fadilah, othman, adi and ramdan. .
reach ther n thy play arcade while
me juz watching. . no mood on playin
arcade uh. .

btw, thx mrs wooyn for the treat. .
she treated my whole class watching
'percy jackson the lightning thief'
cool or what? i was in the bad mood
bcoz of taqi uh. . so all the way i waz
silent n starring at innocent ppl. .

below here iz the previous photo tht
we took, i juz upload it lately. .

went to esplanade

2010-02-11T03:25:00.000-08:00

Very tiring today. . dont want to tell the truth story. .

i mean in the morning. . later someone will be mad. .
erm. . then, headed to yio chu kang stadium. .
take alot of pics, i dunno y my stamina damn low. .
i juz ran 2 round n im not well n feel lyk vomiting. .
so juz rest while my clazmate snap a photos. .

At abt 10 pluz, we went to marina n take our
breakfast ther. . ate at food court then
we went to esplanade n snap alot of pic. .
fun u knw. . btw irah! thx for temaning me. .

my video

2010-02-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today. . erm. . up here my vdo
for iwill. . erm, im the one who editted this
vdo k. . professional ryt?

erm. . i hate 2nd yearz gerl at my school. .
i dont know how they know my name. .
juz now at co op they kept callin my name
n then stare. . idiot sia! waste my tym only. .
but i knw 1 of them got said me cute before. .
hehe.

lifeskill lesson

2010-02-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today school per normal. . nothing much. .
juz during life skill lesson we doin a vdo
abt iwill. . gonna edit soon. . n friday i upload it k?
so, stay tune to watch it. .

fun timing

2010-02-05T05:25:00.000-08:00

hie readers. . today i got alot of activities. .
1st, VP1 lesson as normal. . got a lot of projek. .
then, p.e lesson, we took height n weight than
played football at street soccer. . haex. .
my team lost 7-6. .

then, aftr school, syafiq n i went for hip hop
trainin n we released at 2. . so met the
gang at mac. . then off to basketball court to
play football. . but itz heavy rain. . so too bad. .
but nehmind. . we play block catching. .
haha, ite student? isk3. . but fun lea. . eh!
i tink im gd in tiz. . nobody can catch me!
xcept for the 1st tym la. . tht shariz betrayal!

k2. . when the rain stopped, we played football. .
the floor iz damn slippery. . everyone at least
fell 1 but not me n prakash. . wen thy fell, we
laughed lyk hell. . perangai sia. . then bby star came. .
she watched my match. . the sit was wet, so i
let her sit on my pe t shirt. .
see! romantik kn me? ala! da tk hansem uh mcm ny. .
then, aftr the match. . i went home n pengsan. .

THE UNBELIEVABLE PART:
i sat in a buz, playing hp games. . then when i
dropped off that buz, my fwen told me. .
'eh! you got alot of admire ehq?' then i said
'who sia?' then he told me everythng 'juz now
therz one 2nd year minah rep asked shanny
(my clazmates) abt my name, so, hakim
told her la. . aftr tht, she said im cute. .
n [can i b her gerl, iz he sgl?] wtf?'

life

2010-02-02T22:54:00.000-08:00

kehidupan. . (life)

ada masanya kite buta,
dan ada masanya kite nampak. .
hidup ini adalah sebuah mainan,
yang tidak perlu kita serahkan. .

when the 1st time i waz born,
everything waz perfect but 1 thng. .
i cant rmmbr a sgl thng. .
till. . i waz abt 4 yrs old. .
i rmmbr abt i falling
at 168 staircase n bleed. .
n even a snake n lizard
crawling arnd the fans. .
no wonder baby alwayz cry. .
thy wil saw a wierd creatures
arnd them. . i swear that i saw
nenek kebayan, anaconda, lizards,
pontianak n alot more when i waz
toddler. . thtz the reason im crying. .
it may sound weird, but itz true. .

erm. . lookz doesnt matter. .
whats matter iz heart. .
but dun get me wrong. .
rmmbr tiz, dun judge e book by itz cover. .
some gd lookin person mayb good,
n some othr ppl mayb bad ones. .
so, dont trust others 100%. .
hey! when i was in primary sch. .
i am bad looking, i looked in a mirror
n tel myself, i wont b good lookin as
my bro. . i waz damn nerd back then. .

i told cya. . erm. . but year after year. .
i've changed. . sec 1. .

im not tht good looking enuff. .
but yet, i stead wie 1 pretty gerl. .
syafiqah. . she luv me thru heart. .
but at laz, she betrayed me. . so i
stead wie her younger sys, atiqah. .
so i mixed wie a lot of bad guys. .
n thy influenced me. . i've smoke,
riot, assault, fight, bully, stealing,
(police case), lying, scold vulgarities at
my own dad, sleep in claz, argue wie
teachers n alot more. . when im sec 3,
ive changed. . i told myself to b a better
person. .

i had succeed quiting smoking. . n i was
proud of tht. . but the main thng. .
i cant stop fighting. . i never lost 1 on 1 match. .
but when im sec 4, i got my 1st chinese girlfrens. .
to b honest, i love her but when i saw her bestie,
i started to fall in love wie her. . she changed my
life man. . but when i stead wie my gerl bestie,
n i nit to bweak up wie my chinese gerl. .
day aftr day, i noticed, she played tymer. .
i was damn hurt, i do regret breakin wie my
chinese ex bcoz i feel her lov towards me was true. .
so i bweak wie bby star n try to get back my chinese
gerl, but then i failed, so i std wie hariati n then
nadrah nasuha. . but yeah. . i get bby star back. .
i will still wait. . if she hurt my feeling again. .
i will leave her for good. . i swear. .

in my secondary lyf, i realized tht. . everyones
hates me. . evryones backstabbed me n their
reasons r. . jealousy. . what a crap. . so, aftr
my graduation night. . i told myself again. .
ite lyf iz differnt than kidergarten, primary school
n even secondary school. .

when im ite, i mixed wie alots of ppl. .
but usually wie nerds la. . i can mixed wie
mat rep thy all, but i decide not to. .
everything changed. . nothing will remain the
same. . so, whts my future wil b?
i cant rily predict but i juz nit to
continue living n go through my problems. .

just post

2010-02-01T16:39:00.000-08:00

haex. . boring, today didnt attend
school due to high fever. .
yesterday my mum took care
of me the whole nyt. . i waz silently
crying without my mum noticed. .
when im down or sick, only my
mum wil take care of me. .
not my fwen, not my syslubb,
not my bestie n not my gerl. .

erm. . laz couple of day, the magika
done the episode 2. .
u shld watch it, it might
b lame, but itz cool. .
uhm, the episode 3 wil b
dj hero n the episode
4 iz black metal. .
nah here's the link of the magika. .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us6S2XmyV10

my dreams

2010-01-30T02:19:00.000-08:00

Peace upon a god ppl!
erm. . i would lyk 2 share my dreams
wie u ppl. .

wats my dreams?
ouq yeah! my dreams iz 2 b a popular person. .

i used to hav a dream to b a singer. .
but i noticed tht i have no talent in singing. .
singing iz juz my hobby. . so i dun tink
i wanna join anugerah or singapore idols. .

erm. . hw abt acting?
sure i got a talents in acting, but it doesnt hav a bright
future for me eventhough i am talented in tht. .
if i got a opportunity to go to hollywood. .
i would glad to do tht. . but i knw tht i will never
beat any actor/actress in tht country. . they r totally
awesome. .

now itz fighting. . jyeah. . ive beat alot of ppl. .
but lost to my uncle 'abg zul'. . if not i would
b undefeated. . laz friday ive juz beat skyrul. .
he's bigger n taller than me, but too bad. .
he hav no strategy. . i would lyk to join
wwe but i hav no muscle. . itz too small for me. .
my stamina iz totalli low. . iz ther hope?

erm. . how abt dance? i currntly join hip hop
dance cca. . i can dance well, but wen it come
to speed up our dance, i would messed thngs up. .
dance iz my passion. . but if possible. . i would
lyk to show off my skills in thiz. .

football player? no hope. . seriuz. . i meant it. .

producer or director? i guez, it wil strez me up. .
i nit to learn from the professional to rilex my
expectations. .

so watz my dreams actually? plz gimme a clue!

yeah baby yeah!

2010-01-29T02:04:00.000-08:00

Peace upon a god readers!
i dun giv a damn if u wan to read it or nt. .
im bloggin juz to make it a hystory. .
u read me?

today went school, saw rudy n approached him. .
then i walked n guez wat i saw? nothing. . haha. .
so, take train, alighted at ang mo kio. .
walked all the way to school, n jyeah. .
i was late for claz, cool or wat?

claz per normal, break tym, accompanied
diyanti smoke outside school, then the claz
A n B join uz. . went to school back, therz no p.e
so we hav an early release. .

went out wie my nerdy grp, hakim, shariz,
taqi n syafiq. . we went to coffee shop, i ate
prata n egg prata. . i felt lyk someone thrown
a stone at me. . wen i turnt back, ther was
no one. . so, aftr eating, we went to the void deck
n took a vdo of uz. . guez wat? therz a bird shit
on my t-shirt! haex. . aftr shootin, i went to sch back. .

i shake hand wie all my ite fwens including irah, n
showed them the bird shit behind my shirt. . sway uh. .
they were laughing at me. . they tot it hilarious man!
went to the gents n cleaned it up. . then take buz
wie my automotive, aerospace n electronic fwenz feat diyanti,
skyrul, syafiq n hisyam. . made alot of noise in the buz. .
fun u knw. . diyanti kept laughing at me bcoz of tht bird shit. .
thx to her for the perfume. .

then went to bishan ite wie skyrul n syafiq for our
hip hop training. . fun u knw, bfore hip hop training
starts, i spared wie skyrul, 1st it waz a deuce. . man!
hyz body iz big u knw! im shorter n smaller than him. .
i noticed tht ive made a mystake. . then i demand
a rematch wie him. . tiz tym we juz play body, can use
leg. . n guez wat? i thrash him out! when he kicked me,
i grabbed his leg n pushed n continue punching hys stomach. .
then we continue fighting. . i speed up my punch tiz tym. .
n the 2nd tym he kicked me, i counter i grabbed hys leg
and pushed harder n he dropped, so i juz kicked his butt harder man!
n i won the fight! haha. . he said im the best fighter tht he had ever
fought. . he 1st defeated iz wie me. . n i 1st defeated iz
wie abg zul. . haex. . if nt i undefeated sia. .

bey lyk normal, hip hop training, aftr the dance, i approached
one of my dance mate,
i asked her 'eh! ko knl nur'risda?'
tht gerl 'sape sey?'
me 'adq sdare ko la'
tht gerl 'tk knl uh. . knp?'
me 'ouq, nothing, but seriuzly, ur face look lyk my x sia'
she smiled wie sarcastic voice said 'eh! muka ko pon mcm x aku'
cool or wat? aiyoyo. . then went home lyk normal. . n blog!
yeah bby yeah!

here'z the vdo tht we took laz couples of days. .

why?

2010-01-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

hie readers. . can i asked you some qnz?
y human being forget the gd thng tht
we done to them? y human being
dont rily admit their mistake all the tym?
y human being always do some sins?
y i asked u thiz qns? y i wan to knw?
n y i nit to knw? guez wat i think abt
my qnz? erm. . human being iz alwayz
human being. . they actually born to
b lyk tiz. . we r all 1 species, y cnt we
tolerate each other? dun alwayz put 1 eye
awy for the ugly looking human being. .
aftr all, they r human being too, they do hav feeling. .
so as a human being, b gd to others n
try to understnd each other. . dun thnk tht
u gd looking, u r gd. . tiz all god gifted so plz. .
plz. . puh lease. . giv some heart to human being. .
try not to made an enemiez. .

Love Lyrics N Ystrday Pics

2010-01-23T00:21:00.000-08:00

haha. . bored. . today notthng much happening. .
juz wanna share a photos of ysterday trips to vivo. .
if u can spot me, thtz gr8. . some pics therz me. .

(Without Me)

(With Me) Let's RIOT! ! ! ! !

Lyk usual routine, when im down, i wil
always lysten to music, do some poem,
do lyrics n sometyms made my own song. .
n stil, nobody can cheer me up. .

Mengapa
Berlinangan airmata bila ku kenang,
setiap masa kita bersama,
wajahmu kini selalu ku bayang,
di mata ku kau amat sempurna. .

tidakkah kau sadar bahwa kau yang pertama,
di dalam hati ku yang kini sendirian,
takkan ku dustai cinta yang telah terbina,
tetapi kini kau telah berubah. .

Mengapa engkau begini,
kau dustai hati ku ini,
kau hancur harapan murni,
mungkinkah ditakdir begini. .

setelah kita berpisah,
hidup ku tidak bermaya,
sepi tanpa alasan,
menangis tiada batasan. .

photography lesson at vivo city

2010-01-22T01:13:00.000-08:00

wow! today, straight away go to vivo,
met titus 1st then the othr claz. .
since im a grp leader, i nit to lead
the way, all of them called me mat rep
due to the way i walked, talked n appearance. .
wat the heck? haha. . during the lesson,
we played arcade, i played the ping pong
game wie diyanti. . 1st she won, 2ndly,
she won again. . haha. . the 2nd part very
funny, my grp kept laughing at me bcoz
i played lyk professional, da lead 6-2 taw. .
laz min she won by 7-6. . haha. . my lesson iz
'dont laugh at ppl' hope u knw wat i mean. .

aftr school met bby star. . bla3. . i saw somethng. .
haex. . nary mlm she go dating wie othr guy!
yeah! happy siot (but not inside). . since she want
it, i let it. . i dun rily care oready. . gerlz r the same,
oopz, mystake, wat i meant iz. . evry sgl gerls r the same
to my eyes. . therz no doubt abt it. . not happy,
juz kept it to urself. . haex. . k uh. . im signing off. .
tc. . hope therz rily some1 special to me. . but who?

Love Puisi
(No Need To Read)
[I Always Made Poem To Release Stress]

Setiap Kali Ku Melihati Wajahmu,
Ia Akan Menemani Ku Bila Bulan Mejelang,
Kali Pertama Kita Bertemu Di Geylang,
Tidak Dapat Ku Padam Di Dalam Fikiran Ku. .

Hati Di Sini Terluka,
Takkan Ku Biarkan Hati Di Sana Di Luka,
Di Luar Menunjuk Kan Cahaya,
Tetapi Di Dalam Di Tutupi Kegelapan. .

Memang Betol Bila Bujang Kesunyian,
Tetapi Bila Ada Mata Air Boleh Menyakitkan,
Aku Akan Setia Menanti,
Tanpa Mengucapkan Kata Berhenti. .

Bidadari, Kamuh Siapa Sich Sebenarnya?

stressing out! ! !

2010-01-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

today school starts late,
go to school wie hakim n
hisyam, mr zhang absent
so got a replacement lecturer,
so bored, after tea break we
watched italian show (Life is
Beautiful). . it was damn hilarious,
but the ending was so sad, my tears
rily dropped. . bey aftr school. .

went to library wie deeyan, jerry,
hakim and farris, reached lot 1,
farris went of to mit his frens while
we ate at kfc, haha, out of sudden,
i felt lyk someone iz pulling my bag,
turned arnd n itz din n chacha. .

in the library we find for our topic
me - dances (2nd to get a book)
deeyan - smoking (laz to get a book)
jerry - sports (1st to get a book)
hakim - artists (3rd to get a book)

bey alq nye, jerry took bus, hakim
took the opposite mrt of me n deeyan. .
so left me n her, we talked shit abt our
projek. . bla3. . haha. . n then i off to my
heavenly home. . haex. . seriusly now
im stressing out wie my whole project!!
bila mahu settle uh?

didnt go to school

2010-01-19T00:52:00.000-08:00

woah! today absent from school. . cool. .
today get to interviewed someone from
mediacorp dancer. .
interviewer: muhammad ruzaimi
interviewee: intan armelia

i interviewed her at mac, his son
(1 months old) iz damn cute n chubby. .
bey aftr the interview, i chiow from
tht place n met bby star. . thx ehq
kak intan for wantin to treat me. .
i rily dun lyk ppl to treat me for nothng. .
so trpakse i nit to reject ur offer. .

bey met bbystar, she made for me
chocolate muffins. . aww. . so swit. .
when i taste it. . bwek! lyk want to
vomit only. . she said tht thts her grp
work n she actually put a lot of
chocolate. . i feel lyk throwin tht muffin
out of my mouth, but instead of make
her upset, i juz chewed slowly n telan. .
da telan straight awy i ran to nearby shop
n bought water. . haha. . wie sarcastic words
i said 'eh! u peh muffins sdap ehq! laen kly
uat lgy bny2 uh. .' haha. .

bey lpq at blk 140 wie her. . skip3. . went to
granny hse, change clothes n sent her home. .
today iz the best day tht i lpq wie her. .
haha. . k la, i nit to picked my youngest bro,

signing off, zaimi. .

im back

2010-01-17T02:25:00.000-08:00

eh frenz! im back bloggin!
i gonna share wie u all abt my
birthday. .

14 january (my birthday)
i guez, tiz iz my happiest bdae tht
i ever had. .
REASON: 1st tym i received a gift
frm my fwens. .

1st tym ada matai during my bdae. .

1st tym 1 claz nnyi lgu bdae for me. .

1st tym org blanje me during my bdae. .

1st tym kluar mlm during my bdae. .

nabihah : black t-shirt n key chain wie
my name on it. .

baby star : wallet n $10. .

qadirah : macdonald treats. .

but the shocking moment was when 1
of my clazmates shouted my bdae, then
the whole claz stand up n sang for me bdae
song. . aww. . i was so touched. . da lpz nnyi,
si farris perkik 'bdae bash!' haha. . luckily
tk kna bash lngsng. .

then, aft sch, accompanied rudy to wm. .
he alwayz talked shit abt my gerl. .
n i dunno y my gerl stil treat him gd. .
i admire my 2nd bro princip 'dun
trust anybody'. .

then during my bdae, at nyt spent
tym wie my whole family. . so sad tht
half way, my dad n 2nd bro g keje. .

haha, i wanted to thx amiera natasya,
bby star, haha, irah, kak umaira, my
whole family of coz, my clazmates n
even my tagged fwens for wishing
me happy bdae or wat so ever. .

AND FOR AIKA SHAWTY! ! ! MANA DIA
BIRTHDAY BASH! TAKOT KAPE? HAHA

1st day of ite

2010-01-03T22:23:00.000-08:00

woah! gereq3. . haha. . tiring oso. .
cant w8 for the normal lesson 2 strt. .
dpt rmai kwn baru beb, my course
rmai minah rep n mat rep. . n therz 1
anugerah ppl la. . lupa nama dier, oso
same course wie me. . haha, wie my primary
sch fwen lyk nabawi n guo yong. .

during the talks, i n farouq (new fwen)
sat at the back n sleep. . ngntuk sia. .
borink gyler. . lame peh bbl. . pikey kte
secondary sch pe. . haha. . bey balik sama
nabawi. . g bli air pt cheers troz naek
mrt. .

alq umah, g peps ngk andik jap, pas tu
g blk 140, lpq sana jap. . saw 1 minah. .
foo yoh, hot. . kola teck y. .
i knw wher xactly she live. .
1st tym nmpq minah hot rajin kemas umah. .
i kept starring at her while sittin
at the plaegrnd. .

bey g blk 120, lpq sama kwn2 ite amk. .
gereq uh, bising peh bising, aru knl je
nmpq mcm da 30 tahun bersama. . weird
uh kteorg, tpy gereq uh, troz drg chiow. .
me alone n met bby star. . haha. . dier lawa
sia. . went to my granny hse,
slacked, troz tman bby star g mac. .

siak uh, me kna bullied by her sia. .
huhu, i b her servant all the way. . she
asked me to ordered for her, take chilli for
her, n even changed for her twister fries to
normal fries. . siak je. . dier mcm princez je
perintah me. . i notice tht the mac cashier
starred at uz while laughin. . i knw la tht
i looked stupid ryt? tgk si princez mkn je. .
haex. . tk pe uh, walau bgaimana, dier ttap
my favourite gerls. .

bey antar dier alq, troz alq, my mum called
me to bwk 3 payung, i was lyk 'uh? apahal ny?
tk ujan pon?' so i rushed to 160 wie my umbrella,
dpt tau i kna cheated, thy lied uh, drg nk me
amk andiq dri kola. . haha, thy were laughin at
me. . duhh. . thtz the end of my story kae. .
papeh picit abg2. . yg tgh nk amk n lvl tu. .
aiyoyo, law nk mntk tlg abg2, picit aku jgq. .
chiow venom!

body contest

2010-01-02T10:00:00.001-08:00

nothing much today. . juz challenging
zaidi who's have the better body. .
u vote kaex. .
1st round

zaimi iz much smoother than zaidi,
but seriuzly, zaidi look rougher than
zaimi. . so hu rily owned the 1st round?

2nd round

zaidi have every men shape, but zaimi
iz much bigger than zaidi, but zaimi only
have fat. . haha. . tu pcl la, mkn je, tk igt
nk train. . haha. . 2nd round hu own?
so hu got the trophy for both rounds?

do comment abt our body. . plz. . thk u. .
n btw, i truly knw tht i much sexier, stronger,
bigger, smarter, faster than zaidi. . haha. .
lyk real onli. . but u can meh?

haha, n for babystar, for me, u r damn
perfect although u r not. . ilyf dear. .

tmr da ite sey. . rily cnt w8 for tmr. . haha. .
everythng iz new. . non of my clazmates
got the same school n course wie me. . so gonna
miz them too. . haha. . especially mr aidil. .

1st ever post in 2010

2010-01-01T22:19:00.000-08:00

i witnessed a lorry on fire at p.i.e. .

sry for the late update. . mlz uh. .
currently chat wie adq nini n kak irah. .
kembang sia ade org puji me hot ngn hansem. .
k2. . stop it. . tahun baru, sume baru. .

cnt believe my sepupu hafiz, perform
at esplanade, siaq uh, outstanding sia. .
tgk dier peh vdo, jelez sia. .

31 dec, g ite amk, bla3. . bli bnde sume,
bey g countdwn jmp nini, mak dier ngn kwn2
dier, lpq2. . troz alq. .

1 jan, went fishin, trnmpq
lorry trbakar, my dad trn n tlg org tu. .
wow, 1 cina, 1 tamil ngn 1 mlayu sia tlg lorry
trbakar tu. . multi racial beb. . yg laen sume uat
bdh,tu nama 1 singapore ke? bey sezaire mng
sngpore idol, ade org tk uka, kate ' y alwayz malay
sia' aiyoyo. . we r 1 singapore beb, dun b racist. .

erm, mlm nye, nurul n her bibk col me,
i tot bby star, skali drng, thy sang for
me lagu yank by wali band, bey nurul bibik
sang for me lgu jgn pernah brubah, she said
uat kekasih dier n col me syg. . ee. . geli siak. .
haha. . onli my loves ones cn col me syg. .

erm. . nyt tym otp wie bby star,
we r officially in relationship again. .
1 jan till 15 jan due to her n lvl. . i rily
salute her, dier smlm keje kul 6 pagy smpai 6 ptg,
bey otp wie me mlm2 smpai 2 pagy, bey bsk nye
dier keje dri 6 pagy smpai 6 ptg, bey otp wie me
again. . btol2 peh respek! rajin sia dier. .
bey dier da start smbyng 5 waktu. . erm,
zai nk try ikot dier uh. . n thx for the nick
syg. . haha. . zai baeq peh bad boi
tiz yr nick iz ZAI VENOM. . WROAH!

Chalet

2009-12-28T05:23:00.000-08:00

Lazy to elaborate evrythng uh. . i shortened it kaex. .

1st day
(qadirah, qayyum, zaidi, papa, mama, nana, andik, awis, adq nini, my gerl aldawiyah, kila, w unknwn gerl n 2 unknwn boi, cik im, auntie nora, nenek)
bbq-ing
wrestling wie the kids, especially wie my gerl aldawiyah n darwish. .
dysturb irah's fwen (webcamming), by wearing lyk pontianak walked behind (roy, hada n zoul)
i guez i cnt rmmbr much, skip to nxt day la. .

2nd day

(nenek, qadirah, hada, awis, qayyum, zaini, nana, andik, cik im, auntie nora)

sikit kn 2nd day? tpy today shuld b the fun day la kae. .
kte g wild2 wet, 1st i tot i dun wan to swim, bt irah pakse me, so i try la. . i tot it goin 2 b bored, skali fun gyler. . woo hoo!
U-Slide, the scariest thng i ever ride. . u shld try kaex. . i partner wie irah, auntie nora wie awiz, cik im wie qayyum. . i tot it goin to b chicken feet, skali pat da trn je, perkik gyler babi sia me n irah, haha. . bt the funniest part, wen we go dwn, evry1 starred at irah, skali nna blg yg sume ley dngr suara irah la dey. . haha. . funny sia. . paisey sia. . bey ck im uro i n nana partner, then i said no 2nd try, sram sia. . so too bd uh, nana tk jdy try. .
ive tried evry sglt thng in wild2 wet. . fun!
met hada, wen to e hub, then i fought wie bby star at the fon. . troz my mood wen dwn sia, tk de mood nk jln2. . bey si irah masi pakse me to ikt plq. . ive tried to look happy, bt inside. . nobody knw. .
alq, n jyeah! gereq! coz somethng happen to me lately. . cnt tel u all! blueq!

wake up, bath n walked2. .

Viper

2009-12-25T23:28:00.000-08:00

haha. . nary maen blk catching wie the childrn
feat zaidi. . haha. . kecian bdq2, tk dpt kejar
zaidi. . thx to me, i saved them all. .
haha. . mcm phm. . erm, tk de bnde
uh nary nk tulis. . btw, hw doez boi jep
knw tht nas wan to patch bck wie me?
nobody told him, weird ryt? bt to b honest nas,
i wil nvr wan to patch bck wie u, nt bcoz
i dun lov u or plyed ur heart. . bt my love
iz for bby star je. . sry ye nas. . hrp u phm. .
law pmpn lawa ke sexy ke, zai ttp tk accpt. .
sbab, cinta zai trhdp bby star masi brtahan. .
ttp kuat. . tk de org ley tgk brape bsar nye. .
ZAI BDQ PLING SETIA TAW! haha. . 16 ex. .

Here's the words that tells me. A-Z
(Copyrighted frm my 2nd bro)
i took it coz i found it cool. .
but i copied nt 100% uh, bt 57.48% onli. .

A - I'm Awesome But Sometimes Act Cute
B - I'm Brave But Not That Boring
C - I'm Cool And Could Be A Little Crazy
D - I Can Dance Till The Dawn
E - I'm Excellence In Educations
F - I'm Funny But I Look Fierce
G - For Me Gay Look Scarier Than Ghost
H - I'm Hot Not Horny Like The One Reading This!
I - I'm Independent And I Don't Look That Idiotic
J - I'm A Joker But Seriusly I'm Not Joking
K - I'm Kind But Totally Not Kay-Poh
L - I'm Maybe Lame But Not Lying, seriously. .
M - I'm Miracle If You Mistaken Me! ! !
N - I'm Nerd, No Lah Just Kidding (Not Anymore)
O - I'm Out-Standing That Could Never Be Over. .
P - I'm Playful But Not Playboy
Q - I'm Quiet And I'm Ain't A Quitter
R - I'm Romantic And That's Really Me!
S - I'm Smart Not Stupid
T - I'm Trustworthy Not Troublesome
U - I'm Understanding Not Underestimater
V - I'm Virgin Not Violent
W - I'm Wonderful, Haha, I Got Some Witnesses
X - I'm Xtreme Not Xtra Like You! Haha. .
Y - I'm Yawning, YEAH...
Z - I'm Zaimiracle, Zero To Hero!

RUZAIMI
R - Romantic
U - Unique
Z- Zero To Hero
A - Awesome
I - Intelligent
M - Miracle
I - Independent

Long Story

2009-12-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

haex, wake up in the morning, folow my mum to saloon to cut andiq hair. . bey alq nye troz geraq g lot 1 mit irah, ajid, adq kalisa and adeq nunu. . we walk arnd, then su n nas arrived, so we lpq at under 1 blk. . a few min ltr, adq kalisa n adq nunu nit to go home, so we snt them, n we off to ion shopping mall to mit bby star, excludin su n nas. .

tgh tnggu bby star, kite smpat amk gmbr sume, bey tnggu bby star peh lama. . dhen i asked ajid n irah to sty 1 corner to wait for bby star while i find her, so i ran, suddenly, i saw therz 1 pretty gerl starring at me. . wow! mcm heaven sey ngk dier, so i walked towards her, n dush! itz baby star. . haha. . so, we walked arnd orchard, k uh. . pnat jgq. . sry ehq ajid ngn irah pcl amy tk lyn krg sgt, i dunno uh, bby star mcm ade magic power gytu. . btw bby star, today i rily notice tht u r so damn pretty. . lawa taw u nary. . haha. .

bey kul 8 irah nk kna geraq, so, we snt ira to dhoby ghout mrt, haex. . kecian uh irah, sry uh irah. . i juz cnt snt u coz of bby star, phm2 je la. . if u oso u did the same thng ryt? haex. . bey ajid, bby star n me went to mac. . we ate ther for a while, dhen walked2 again n off we went home. .

then therz 1 incident i almost met an accident. . wow! lucky therz bby star, she'z my heroine! haha. . a mtrcycle almost hit me, then tht mtr smpat brake sey bey perkik 'OI!'. . wow! bby star tarik my hand n guez wat? my hand trpegang dier peh tu sey (u knw tht gerl thngy) . . haha. . stop it sey zai! uke je. . tpy tk sngaje peh. . krg phm2 kn la. . trgrabbed taw, bkn trkena taw! haha. . troz bby star mcm mrh pt me, bkn pcl trpegng taw, pcl tk secure dri sndri. . wen lookin at her eyes, ive realised tht she actually care bout me n lov me so much! muke dier mcm nk nngiz bey mrh2 pt me pcl jln tk btol tdy. . troz i coaxed her till she smile again. .

at mrt, i lied to ajid tht zirah hav a new boify n hyz name iz naz. . then i whispered to bby star 'is tht true?' n she answered thtz totali true. . i waz damn mad at her bt i cntrolled my temper, so i sat down n cool dwn. . sry ehq ajid bile aku mrh ko tdy. . bey reached bkt gmbak station n bby star asked me to snt her home bcoz afraid anythng happen to her. .

so i snt her wie my moody attitude, lpq pt 1 tmpt ny, bey walked2 again then lpq pt bwh blk jap. . troz antar dier pt umah dier. . haex. . dier uro naek beh. . skip3. . n nw im bacq home! haha!

HOPING TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER!
i wil nvr love any gerl but her. . she's the onli
1 tht i want. . i wil let her go if she rily got
another guy, bt i wil stay sgl till i rily got her
replacement. . but so far, therz no replacement for
HER! ! ! Y? i lyk her but nt others gerl?
here's the top 10 reason:
1) Romantic
2) Cute
3) Funny
4) Good In Cooking
5) Good In Religion (islam)
6) Sweet
7) Know How To Take Care Of Small Kid
8) Soft Manner
9) Caring
10) And Most Of All Pretty

Weird

2009-12-23T01:55:00.000-08:00

Bacqiez! tdy pagy ajq kwn2 lpq. .
sume tk fwee. . peliq uh drq. .

i cnt believe tht both my brutha
r gayz. . haha. . when i waz bathing,
i overheard tht zaidi scolding zaini
tht he cooked mee goreng wrongly,
so i waz in the toilet were laughing. .
naked somemore, k2. . then, both of
them tryin to dysturb me, so i grabbed
a towel n wore it for safety. . out of sudden,
an egg dropped on my head! wat the?
zaini throwed an egg on me? thtz impossible
ryt? haha. . bey shampoo lgy kpla. . alamaq. .
leceh uh drg. . kua toilet je, ape lgy. . attacked
drg uh. . haha. .

k2. . cnt believe tht therz 1 unknown guy,
col me n asked for helped, i was. .
hu in the blue hell iz him? did i knw him?
jyeah, i guez he was a lil bit retard. .

jyeah, i rily dun wan to b in relationship,
so guyz, uhm, sry ehq, zai tk ley join krg peh
game uh, 'yg saper ley setia tu'. . zai skg nk
dating je, law seriuz relationship, forget it sua. .
i still waiting for her~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Slacking

2009-12-21T05:26:00.000-08:00

3 cuzzie. . jyeah!

nth la irah. . edit gmbr ny ltq
blink pt lift. . sungguh lamy!

1st tym ever drng amk gmbr brduaan. .

jyeah. . we may looked diff, bt our heart r
the same. .

zaimi feat irah. .

K! wake up at 9, wake by zaidi. .
g kola, byr sch fee, beh amk n lvl
peh result yg original, troz alq, ngk cte momok
the movie. . gereq dok, haha, bey g ikt zaidi,
aika ngn irah lpq. . we went to wes mal, g lib jap. .
kecian aika, nk pnjam buku novel tk jdy sbb
blom byr hutang. . dulu da byr $150? lebi baeq
g shoppin sia. . bey at last ade utang lgy. . mepeq kn?
haha, bey g bata bli aika peh kasut kola. . troz g
cinema, nth la ade org ajq g cinema. . alasan dier
'rmai org' law bag duit kosong, tk ya cover muke. .
haha. . bey g tym zone, then suddnly, my dad call
ajq g alif. . haha. . my dad fetched uz at
buz stop whyle aika went home alone. . kecian dier. .

smpai alif, my dad kata, nk mkn mac ke alif?
nth la zaidi, sume snyap, zaidi yg jwb 'uh? adq
nk mkn fries? fries ane ade pt alif? aiyah. .'
ha.ha. . law nk mkn mac, ckp je la. . bey we
ate at mac whyle papa eat alone pt alif, kecian
papa. . haex. . bey troz we headed to teck y utk
bli my specs, bey tutup plq. . haex. .
troz papa antar pulang. . zaidi, irah n me g lpq
pt blk 165 if i nt wrng. . kte bbl pcl our pass uh. .

bey troz sume balik, i headed to gombaq to mit
my BABY STAR! haha. . dier smakin lawa. .
i bought for her magnet tht shaded star n heart. .
im bby loves, so i took the star magnet n she took
the heart magnet. . swit kn kte? jyeah. . we lpq
under 1 blk tht tk rmai org jln. . haha. . i dun
undrstnd y i cnt tek my eyes awy frm her, n y
she cnt stop starring at me. . she said, my eyes
mcm pmpn. . isk! bey dier kata, actually i ok,
cume my gigi je spoiler. . haex. . mcm biase,
we alwayz punched each othr. . skip3. .

troz we lpq pt tangga umah dier. . ala. .
part ini je nanak cte uh. . gereq uh. . kte kwn,
tpy mcm matai plq. . dier kata'awq2. . bile
kte kn bersama lgy?' then i iply 'slpz
u capai cite2 awq la' haha. . k2. . bey balik
jln kaki. . thx to my beloved brother zaidi. .
no wonder ilysm! haex. . smpai umah,
rest jap, mkn, mndi, on9. . n nw bloggin!

Sleeq - Sembunyi (For My 1 N Only Baby Star)
jgn kau rasakan ku tk sayangi mu
aku yg sembunyi aku yg merayu
pabila kau pergi, ku tetap di sini.
ku tambah curiga ku terus bertanya.

masihkah kau igt perjanjian kita.
jika tidak, jika kau lupa. hanya tinggal lagu

sunyi sepi,
cinta..
aku sembunyi..
dari.. kamu..

setelah cinta kita tiada batasnya
untukku menyayangi lagi tpi tk perna ku coba.
percayalah kau tetapnya pertama di hatiku
kau biar di tiada jalan keluar bagiku.

sunyi .. sepi.. cinta..
aku sembunyi dari kamu..

kan ku sudah pesan kamu..
ja ja ja jangan sampai terlambat sampai terlambat
kan ku sudah pesan kamu
ja ja ja jangan sampai terlewat.. kini terlewat.. kau seorangan.

pasti diam diri.. menolak apa yang diberi.
mungkin pesanan ini akan kau menolak tepi..
tapi ku yakin kau tak kan bertahan..
tak apa kerna.. akhirnya kau akan sedar bahawa..

sejak kita pergi, hingga hari ini..
tak pernah kembali..
jadi kau tak perlu tunggu lagi.

kalau kau dalam situasi ini juga nyanyi bersama.

sunyi.. sepi.. cinta...
sembunyi.. dari.. kamu..

candid! tgh nynyi bey zaidi amk. .

cute kn my x?

haha. . 1st tym sey dier akai cermin mata. .

syiok sndri uh! abey acl?

My ITE Courses

2009-12-20T00:40:00.000-08:00

k uh. . nary nothing much. .
haex. . juz letin u knw wat
my chosen courses kaex. .

1st) Digital Video And Audio (AMK)
the reason i choose tiz course becoz
i love media alots. . i lov recording,
adjust sound, takin vdo n takin photo. .

2nd) Electrical Technology (AMK)

3rd) Multimedia Technology (BB)

4th) Info-Communications Technology (BT)

5th) Security Technology (BT)

haha. . u've been notice tht all
my courses got related wie computers. .
i rily hope tht i got my 1st choice. . i wil
rily giv my 100% in ITE as wat ive promise
my dad. . n jyeah, nw iz the tym to
cncntrate on the FUTURE! BOO YEAH!

Why

2009-12-19T07:58:00.000-08:00

Aru otp sama bby star. .
haex. . ala, keje kte slalu gdo,
beh las2 happy endin? mepeq kn?
dun wan to share wie u all la. .

wat i wanna knw iz. . why?
jyeah. . why? being sgl lyf
iz sick! waste my p8 oso. .
hw i wiz i could b att. . bt not wie
anyone but bby star. . guez wat?
i cant believe tht my x wan me back. .
rafidah (the prettiest x i ever had)
erma erfiyani (muka dier skg da bersih,
smakin lawa tpy ttap aje ketot)
hariati (haex, smakin kaen tk cukup)
nassya (sayin tht only me tht she cn trust
100%)
baby star (she said im the only 1 in million)

dhen, pmpn lua lyk. . nurl naszmeen, nurul
naszmeen peh maid, baby kecik, deanna n
ruhainesah. . those gerl hav been rejected by
me, yg deanna lom lgy tau, coz tht tym dier
kna pergy poliz station. . but all these gerl,
i wil stil choose, bby star, i dunno y. .
but hw i wiz to forget abt all tiz. .
n tried to find a bttr ones. . bt hu?

ala. . if sofiah darling tk yah ckp la. .
dier skg nga jaga my anak. . dier kn bini zai. .

haha. . k2. . btw, sape2 nama yg ade pt sini,
tk mo mrh zai kaex, i juz sayin wat i suppose
to say. . da baeq zai jujur taw. .